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Hate comments; "I love you no matter who or what you are."
Y/N's P.O.V
I hate everything about my self. Especially my body.
I look so fat, and disgusting.
At first I didn't took a notice of it but then when I started to date Aidan a lot of people started to comment some stuffs about my body. Like:
"You look so fat, stop eating."
"I still wonder why Aidan dated you when there's a lot of beautiful girl out there."
"Y/N, you should diet Aidan might leave you."
That hits hard. When people saying Aidan might leave me because of how I look like, maybe they're right. Why'd Aidan dated me in the first place?
After I received a lot of hate comments, everything got changed about me, I am not that energetic anymore, I don't eat anymore, and I started to act cold to Aidan. It feels like I just wanted to sleep.
Maybe Aidan noticed it but I am trying my best to hide it, I don't want him to know it, Because I don't want to bother him and I am not that a person who likes to open up, even though to someone who I trust and love.
But Aidan started to notice it. I mean every time we're going to eat I always say "am not really hungry", "i don't feel eating","am busy, just eat first."
I am sure he noticed it.
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Everything got more worse when people started to ship Aidan and this beautiful girl named Karina(just random name lol). Karina is Aidan's co artist and they had a colab, after that people started to ship them and just forget that Aidan had a girlfriend.
But they said that stop shipping them because they are uncomfortable about it, Aidan had a girlfriend and Karina came out as lesbian and she likes someone else. People stop.shipping them but some toxic ones still ship them so yeah.
This made me relief but the worst thing here is Aidan started to notice my actions and he knew something is wrong, sometimes we fight about it because I didn't wanna tell him.
But this tims, I think I need to tell him.
Y/N: Aidan?
Aidan: Mm?
Y/n: C-can we talk?
Aidan: ofcourse bub, it's been a while since we had a heart to heart talk.
Y/N: *smiles* well I wanted to talk about the stuffs happening lately, I mean I know you noticed it. Yeah its about me not eating and skipping meals, and I know you noticed that I am always wearing hoodies and sweatshirts, its because I started self harming. It all started when people start commenting bad stuffs about me. I am sorry for not te-
I can't talk anymore but I sobbed as Aidan warp his arm around my waist and let me sob on his chest.
"Darling, You don't need to do that. You don't need to change because people don't support you being happy amd yourself. You know am always happy to see you happy and I always love you no matter how do you look like as long as you're happy and it's not bothering you, okay? You know am not angry because of it am actually sad and worried about you because you kept it. Next time always tell me if something is bothering you okay? Am here. But now please eat again not for me but for your self."
All I felt is love and affection, I really love Aidan because he's here for me, he doesn't feel bothered to comfort me. I love him with all of my heart.
What could happen if he's not here.
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After our heart to heart talk Aidan made a talk on his discord server about the hate comments and it actually helped me and he started to help me to achieve my dream body without not eating and I started to not hurting my self.
Well it actually helped.
God, i love this boy so much.
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A/N: Hey guys, I have a freetime today so I made this also because I've been thru to ED and SH, I wanted to say that you don't need to change so they can accept you be yourself! Start loving yourself and.romantizing ur life, its worth it I promise. Remember you're not alone and I always love ya'll.
