ꜱᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ : ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ

Ten : Yes, I am

Jisoo

I'm currently trying to make a plan to ask Y/n out for a date. But everything that I planned seems to be... not right. That's when I realized I like Y/n but I don't even know her favorite kind of thing, her hobby... does she have one? She did say once that she liked to swim but I don't know how to swim, how can I enjoy it? Her favorite place? How can I know?

She's only ever invited me to her apartment and I've only met her frequently at Uni. Her favorite food, or drink? Or color?

It sounds simple, but I don't know anything about it.

Her favorite...

Her favorite...

God... I have no idea.

"All I know was she fucking in love with her childhood friend... ugh fuck... of course that's the only one I know cause she always said Rosé that, Rosé this... like a fucking praying chants..." I leaned down my forehead onto my study table softly. I then looked up before cupping my face. I shed tears in frustration. "Why do I have to like her in this way?" I muffled onto my palms.

*knock, knock

I heard my bedroom doors being opened abruptly. "What's up, bitch?" I brought down my hands only to meet my eyes with hers. "What do you want?" I asked her. "I'm here to bring you to Kai's party!" Bona exclaimed. When I just stared at her, she immediately grabbed my face. "Oh my... why are you crying? Should I hug you? Do you need a hug, babe?" she asked me in worried. If Y/n had a childhood friend, there's a possibility that I had one, too, since I met with mine when I was 12 years old and Bona was 11.

My family had been moved from another place to another one until we were settled down here. Wherein I've found my annoying friend who lives just across from us. Kim Bona. She's a sweet-looking girl but she's annoying. We became good friends when she suddenly threw her soccer ball toward me which landed on my face while I was playing alone in the front yard of my family's house. Then annoyingly forced me to become her friend. It was funny whenever I was reminiscing about it over and over again, even though, at that time, it was annoying.

"What should I do?" I whined at her.

"About what?" she sat on my bed so I twirled my chair towards her. "My crush. I'm always with this person but I don't know anything about them." I confessed. Bona laughed in response for a moment before stopping when I threatened to hit her with my hand up in the air, ready to smack her arm. "Okay, chill down... You declared that you like them but you're telling me right now that you don't know much about your crush even though you guys are always together? That's weird, Jisoo." Bona said while shaking her head lightly.

She wasn't wrong about that.

I claimed that I like Y/n but I don't know anything about her. And that's not good.

"What does he like? When you're with him, what usually does he do or tell you about?" I forgot that I'm supposedly straight like a pole. Of course, Bona is going to assume that my crush is a man. I cleared my throat softly before answering her.

"Reading... just like me? He doesn't seem to like to play mobile or video games like me though... And, um, always talking about this girl that he likes... um... ugh, this sucks... I don't know anything other than that..." Bona furrowed her eyebrows. "A girl that he likes? Wait, your crush has a crush on another girl... oh my god," she muttered before approaching me and putting her hands on my shoulders while looking into my eyes in concern. "Are you okay?" I looked up at her and I swear, it got me tearing up a little.

I shook my head lightly before standing up to hug her. "I don't like it whenever he mentions his crush... it hurts... but unfortunately, I'm just a friend... just that..." I muttered softly while burying my face in the crook of her neck. She rubbed my back gently. "And you still like him... are you stupid?" she responded.