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Chapter 5

Jennie POV

If you guys were wondering if where are my maids, well they just cook for me clean the house then leave. So basically I am alone(lonely) here in this big house

I went directly to my room to change my clothes but I suddenly had the urge to get some milk so I did. But I suddenly flinched when I saw someone sleeping at the dining table, a dining table full of foods and is well decorated.

Lisa. She's here. Is she the one who prepared it all? But she don't know how to cook? I was about to continue doubting her when my eyes fell in her hands, there are lots of cuts enough to convince me that she is indeed the one who prepared it. Maybe I was staring too long at her sleeping figure coz she begin to wake up. She also flinched when she saw me.

"Jen you're here, I , uhm lets eat? I prepared a dinner for us, these are your favorites right? I also bought some milk ice cream for desserts"

She said. I can't help but to scoff. She do remember my favorites but forgot about me. Forgot her promises. Forgot what she have done and act civil infront of me like she had done nothing wrong?

"I already ate" I said with a cold voice. I watched how her face fell. But no, as what I've said, I will never let her break me again.

"Uhm yea, ok uhm how about milk ice cream? You love this right?"

"I have my own in my room, you eat that, and please leave the house, my house"

"Isn't it our house?" She asked with a low voice. Obviously hurt, but she hurt me more.

"That was before Lisa"

"Let me stay please, I have nowhere to go, I will behave I promise"

" CAN'T YOU GET IT LISA?! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU FACE ANYMORE! SO LEAVE!"
I can't believe I did that. Guilt rushed through me as I watched her visibly flinched and her body started to shake. Ok? What was that? Lisa is used of me shouting so what's new?

"I- i , plea- please don't shout" she said in almost inaudible voice. Why does she look so fragile? I honestly can't stand seeing her like this so I just told her that I want her out of my house as soon as possible as I go back to my room.

As I reached my room, my tears can't help but to fall, why does she needs to comeback now?is she trying to win me back? Why now? And just like my tears, the skies suddenly pours its rain. I watched as it hits my window and listened to the sound as it tapped on the roof.

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Flashback

"Hon cuddle with meeee" I said as I was trying to fit myself in Lisa's embrace

"Nope, I don't want to" she's been like that since the rain started and I was really cold but this monkey thinks I was joking

"Don't you love me anymore?" I said as I give her a sad eyes and pouty lips

"Don't look at me like that, it won't work" aish why is she trying hard ro get?

"Ok" I said with the saddest tone I can and turn my back and nuzzle my face in the pillow beside me. I'm genuinely sad tho. This monkey really has the guts to ignore me.

But not long after I felt her spoon me and kissed my temple then my shoulders

"I was just kidding hon, I'm sorry if Lili upsets you. You may cuddle with me now Nini. Lili will always be here whenever it rains so Nini won't feel cold. I promise" she said as she repeatedly kiss my shoulders and she nuzzle her face in my nape.

I smiled in content and place my hand above her hands in my tummy. I love this woman so much

"Nini won't feel sad whenever Lili is there. Nini will expect you to be here whenever it rains ok Lili?

"Ofcourse I won't go anywhere"

"Love you hon, goodnight"

"Loveyou too"
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End of Flashback
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"Damn that promise" I was crying again?seriously? Do I have a dam or something inside my eyes? Why does it continously tears up. And yep, I cried my self to sleep again that night.