Natalia POV.
"Мамочка? Что будет завтра?" (Mommy? What will happen tomorrow?) Wanda asked, tears in her eyes as she stared after Madame B and Barnes.
Peter looked at her too, hands trembling.
"Вы начнете свое обучение." (Your training will start.) I answered, taking their hands, leading them into their familiar room.
"Я не хочу тренироваться без тебя." (I don't want to train without you.) Peter mumbled into my hand.
"Детка, ты все равно пойдешь спать здесь." (Baby, you'll still come to sleep here.) I said hugging him.
I felt my chest tight as I looked at my children.
Love is for children.
Love is for children.
Love is for children.
Love is for children.
Love is for children.
Those words were at repeat in my head, killing me, because I knew- I knew that I shouldn't have gotten such a bond with my children- I knew this would only hurt me. I fought back tears of my own.
As soon as we had gotten to our room I lead them to my bed.
"Вам нужно знать несколько правил"(There is a few rules you'll need to know) I said as they sat down at the edge of the bed.
"И вы даже не можете подвергать сомнению эти правила. Хорошо?"(And you can't even question these rules. Ok?) I continued. Both nodded, a little scared, as they knew this was going to be harder, they knew this wasn't some dolls, they knew this was live or die, and it was horrible.
"Что бы вы ни делали, никогда не говорите без разрешения."(Whatever you do, never speak without permission.) both nodded slowly.
"Никаких эмоций, ни на что, никаких эмоций. Если вам не скажут, вы можете их показать." (No emotions, no matter what, no emotions. Except if you are told you can show them.)
"Делайте именно так, как вам говорят, ни меньше, ни больше." (Do exactly as you are told, nothing less, nothing more.)
"Вы сражаетесь, вы сражаетесь, чтобы убить. Если только между вами не будет."(You fight, you fight to kill. Unless there is between you two.)
"Убейте того, кого они скажут вам убить. Без вопросов, без колебаний." (Kill whoever they tell you to kill. No questions, no hesitation.) I choked out. My babies looked scared at me.
"Вы, вероятно, собираетесь выучить такие языки, как; Английский, французский, немецкий, китайский, итальянский, вьетнамский и латынь. По крайней мере, это те языки, которые я выучил." (You are probably going to learn some languages like; English, French, German, Chinese, Italian, Vietnamese and Latin. Thats at least the languages I learned.)
"Просто ... делай все, что тебе говорят. Хорошо?"(Just... do everything you are told. Ok?) Both nodded for like the 100th time only this minutes.
I took their hand in my hands, and smiled tight.
"Пойдем, пойдем спать" (Come, lets go to bed.) I whispered.
"Можем ли мы переспать с тобой сегодня вечером?"(Can we sleep with you tonight?) Wanda asked, I nodded with a smal smile.
We switched clothes, until our night clothes, a pale blue jumpsuit for me and Wanda, and black pants and t-shirt for Peter.
I crawled up into the bed first, and then Peter came.
He crawled up on my right side. He laid his head on my stomac, and pushed himself in like a little ball.
Then Wanda.
She crawled up on my left side, head burried in my shoulder.
I laid my hand on Peter's head and started to brush my fingers through his hair, making him calm down.
Then I laid my arm around Wanda pushing her even closer.
Oh god.
I loved them.
I loved them so fucking much.
I'm going to miss them like hell.
If I lose them... what will be left of me?
A/N: This is really short! I know! But I didn't have many Ideas as I started to write. It'll probably be a while before I get to update again, but I'll try. Next chapter will probably become a little bloody. And it'll probably not only be Natalia(Natasha) POV. but Wanda and Peter too! YAY!
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