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our days

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Our days

Our days were unimaginable.We were deeply in love ,we kissed almost every day and night hungry for each other's touch .As the day passed, we were getting all too immersed in each other's existence .

we talked about a lot and cleared all the misapprehension that happened between us

"when tharn came into the picture".

I explained to him why I was ignoring him all the time .And the reason behind everything .

it was all because of what bright have done to me and how we end up things between us .

gosh ! I could not believe that I spend almost a year with him. what a jerk ! I should have waited for tharn to confess to me .But i was too immersed in believe that tharn never liked me and was never gay! .

What I had with bright was long gone and from there on my mind was all full of tharn ,his likes and dislikes .how every little conversation that I had with tharn made me  realise that" I was his first ever true love "

yes,  I was tickled to death when I came  to know that tharn loved me even before I had feelings blooming  for him .

I never thought he always had this kind of feelings towards me .

To my surprise, he even confessed about his love  and told me how it all started because of me being too attached to bright  all the time and seeing us together at the night party did make tharn feel so emotional about losing me to him .With all that kept in mind .

we slept in a tight embrace for almost every night .

All my fatous matters were smoothly washed away when I'm with him .Together we were whole again ,we couldn't break each other's hearts for small matters ,even for small fights we would stop talking and it would always be him who would try to make up with me .

He is a sweetheart for sure .

we were always meant  to be together even if all this never existed at the first place .we would have eventually found out our ways to be together at any cost .

I can understand how we longed for each other for all this time ,all our memories of us been together from or childhood till now flashes in my mind.

whenever I look at those sparkling eyes ,all I can see is the love that he ve for me ,the jealousy he had  when I was with bright .

Now ,everything adds up just by looking at him . I can feel his love .I can still remember the days that ve passed even without him on my side .I couldn't get him out of my head every night with a heavy heart  I slept alone in my bed wanting for him .

I can see how we turned to be each other's better halves .I can sense that in my heart .

every time when I watch him .I feel my cheeks flushed pink by his flirtatious wide smirk.he  would  make me weak just by looking at me straight into my eyes .

I lose myself in admiring them .

Sad memories of  bright where nowhere to be found because of tharn ,he was putting back all the broken pieces of my heart that was once left broken.

slowly ,tharn removed all the sadness that engulfed me when I was with Bright .

he made me feel better ,his soothing voice ,his dark black eyes sparkling under the dim lights were mesmerizing to look upon .I blushed at the thought of him popping infront of me just with a towel wrapped around his waist.

Tharn moved in with me , he asked me whether I am okay with all this sudden changes that's happening fast around us .but to be honest, it was not bright I wanted all the time .It was always tharn .it is always him .Yes, tharn was the one  I needed the most .Even before bright .tharn ,was the one my heart yelped for .I sincerely loved him even before i can't spell what love was .

At night , tharn  pulled me closer to him, by holding onto my waist and squeezing tightly making me shift closer to him, he placed my head softly on his rock hard chest .while , I'm on his chest I could feel his heart beats erratically.

I still remember the days I  longed for him almost every night as I can remember . I merely wished for his presence .

Me being in love with my tharn !!

I never imagined that I could be with him .it was one of my wish and here I am on his chest being pulled closer to him into his engulfing body with those attractive orbs of his making me swept into him even more closer.

but now , I can't imagine that I'm falling  in love with this person next to me on my bed .

The first thing that crossed my mind seeing him everyday , tugging me in witha closer embrace.  l feel safer in his arms .Tharn was everything that I needed in my life .where  I thought to myself .

"I never wanted to be separated from  him like this, again" .

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2 months later

After, being in a relationship for almost  2 months .I was having difficulty in adjusting with him .

time flies as our love for each other was fading away .

there where things that I can't understand . I could not find myself in love when I'm with him .tharn , he have changed a lot from far more than I ever expected him to be .