The Mistake that made them

the breakdown

THIS IS SET AFTER TYLER COMES BACK
THEY ARE BOTH 18 THROUGH THIS BOOK
*tyler walking to the attic*

T: jody? why are you up here on your own? why are you crying?

Jody wipes her eyes and stands up looking into his eyes

J: crying? im not er crying im just erm i have a headache so i just came up into the attic cause its quite

Tyler looked at her with confusion knowing she's was lying to him

T:jody? I've knew you practically my whole life i know your lying...

*jody looks the floor and bursts into even more tears rolling down her face*

T: awh jodes...

*tyler sits down on the sofa next too her*

J: id tell you whats wrong.. why im crying but i dont think i can i dont think i can handle the words coming out my mouth again...

T: again? so you have said it to someone before who...

J: when you left.. to saint lucia my anger and my emotions got out of control to the point were maylee and even myself noticed how of the rails i was getting maylee suggested councillors and i gave in it was hard Really hard and i told my councillor everything and anything that made me angry and i was still out of control every word i said hurt me and thats why i cant tell you...

*tyler just grabbed her hand and looked into her eyes*

T: but you can try.. cause you got me i'm back and i'm back forever and for you so if you breakdown i can always try and help and if you get out of control... if it hurts you too much then we can stop if something is hurting you we need to fix it,  jody i cant handle seeing you like this it hurts me too and if the counsellor didnt help you enough then nothing will stop me trying

*jody crys more and more*
* tyler grabs her hand and swings his over arm around her shoulder*

T:you got this jody you can tell me anything i promise

*jody turned her head into his chest tears still pouring from her eyes*

J:its just hard... really hard

T: whats hard Jodes 

J: my anger gets out of control 24/7 i'm scared of losing you again i'm scared that Kingsley is still around i'm scared of thinking like literally just thinking about how my mum treated me cause it makes me scared that id treat our children like that if we ever had them..

T: first off you don't have too be scared of losing me anymore i'm yours forever and secondly if we had kids you'd be a great mum!

J: how do you know that ty

T: cause your an amazing person and for a matter of fact my favourite person

J: that might just be the sweetest cringe thing you have ever said Tyler lewis

T: i don't regret a word of it i meant it and thats a promise

*Tyler wipes jodys eyes with the sleeve of his orange hoodie*
*jody cracks a small smile*

J:lets go ty before the others wonder and get suspicious of were we have been for the past 2 hours

T: good call...

IN FRONT OF JODYS ROOM
* Tyler and Jody chatting*
M(may-li): jody can we speak in the office please