𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓. 𝐈𝐢𝐝𝐚 𝐗 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

:𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐄:

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"𝐅-𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤!"

Your loud moans filled the room as another nameless face practically plowed you into the mattress, tits bouncing with every snap of his hips. This was your third hookup of the week and it was only Tuesday.

Feeling huffs of hot air at your neck while rolling your eyes back into your head, seeing stars just as you had been the morning before. "I'm close, where should I cum?" He said in between heavy pants, you opened your hazy eyes at the blank face in front of you. Barley getting out "on my...stomach-" as the white hot, bliss of orgasm washed over you, filling the void you desperately wanted to fill. Even for a second.

Warm white cum flew onto your stomach that glistened with beads of sweat that covered your whole body. Chest heaving, you pushed him off your exerted figure and got up to find your clothes. "Hey, don't you wanna stay or a while?" He said, strewn across the bed from where you had pushed him off.

"No, sorry I don't usually stay for cuddles and shit."
The voice of the third nameless face this week rang through your ears.
Don't you wanna stay?
Don't you wanna stay?
Don't you wanna stay?
Stay
Stay
s t a y

(flashback)
"Honey please stay, don't leave me to deal with her alone"
Your mother's drunken sobs rang through the quiet house. It was only 11:45 in the morning and she had drank a whole bottle of vodka to numb the feeling of your father leaving for a business trip, he didn't have to go, but he did. To get away from a clingy seven year old and an alcoholic he called a wife.
"I'm not staying, maybe if you weren't drunk all the time you could actually take care of her." And with that he grabbed his bag and walked out the door for five weeks.

"Stay... please stay."
Stay
Stay
S t a y

(end flashback)
Finishing with her belt y/n walked over to the door of a random bedroom she had no more interest being in anymore. And without a word she walked out of the house and onto the dim street, she didn't bother texting her parents she was on her way home. They didn't care, her mother was likely passed out somewhere in the house and her father was either working or sleeping in his room, not caring if she was coming home late or not.

y/n felt her face warming up and her bottom lip quiver as salty tears fell endlessly out of her eyes onto her chest and shirt. Her arms lifted up to her shoulders in a warm embrace she longed for from her parents.
The void in her couldn't be filled. She tried everything from sex, to drugs, and even alcohol once. Never again she refused to be like her mom, who has been a drunk since she could remember. Tears poured out of her eyes as she thought of every time she had a school event or dance recital, she looked with the hope that maybe, just maybe they could make the effort and come. Every. Time. But they were never there.

Cold night wind hit her face, drying the falling tears that were slowly slipping off. Y/n slowly veered off to the side of the sidewalk were a park resided, children had gone home for the day, only horny teenagers in love, and junkies stayed this late.

Sliding down the rough bark of a tree, she kept hugging herself trying to find comfort as she silently wept for her childhood. She didn't care that she started a new school tomorrow, she just wanted to feel loved.

Until...

"Hey are you good?"
A tired voice spoke,
y/n lifted her head to see through blurry vision she saw a tuft of indigo hair and tired eyes...

"I'm Shinso."

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐭!
𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝
:𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐝:

-𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐤𝐞💖