Welcome to the black parade. sakusa kiyoomi x non-binary reader chatfic

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sakusa <3
... goodnight:)

'ring' f/n heard a notification, they didn't bother to open it, maybe it was just duolingo, telling them that if they didn't take their italian classes he would kill them or something like that.

on another place, was a really nervous sakusa, he kept overthinking, he wasn't really open in any ways, so, just saying goodnight to someone was a really big deal to him, you see, he never got to be open with anyone since no one had the patience to deal with someone that won't let you get near if you're dirty.

yeah,

everyone understood that it wasn't his fault, but, no one ever had the patience to stick up with him,
yeah, a lot of people tried to get close with him and promised they wouldn't leave. and they would try not to leave, but sometimes not even being able to be close with someone because they weren't clean got annoying and they ended up leaving.

people didn't care about you if you were different then them, he learned that the wrong way, he always ended up being alone again.

thats why he felt so safe while talking to f/n, he talked to them by text, nothing that can make him get grossed out, no reasons for them to get annoyed because he won't let you be close enough, it doesn't matter if they're sweaty or not, because he didn't have to be anywhere near, maybe they wouldn't leave him?

he had hope, hope that they would stick up and not leave, hope that they would understand how he feels and thinks, hope that maybe, they wouldn't get annoyed of his boundaries since they didn't have to follow them being so far away.

as much as he would like to say people leave him just because of his boundaries he can't lie, people leave him because he shows no interest in anyone, he's dry, and he makes people feel unwanted and neglected, or at least that's what he got told, so he tried to give them a sign that he wasn't actually annoyed of them, maybe a goodnight text could show them he doesn't want them to leave?

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YOO IM SLEEPY AS FUCK