DID HE loved?

chapter 10

Chapter 10:
Kriti entered her house, she kept her bag down and went into the washroom for a bath,she opened her shower and shouted again and again "I am just a Fangirl, just a Fangirl and just a Fangirl" she was fighting with her heart, she couldn't made herself calm down, she didn't wanted to regret for her decisions once again, she don't wanted to fall for Darshan.
Next day came upon, she called darshan a no. Of times even texted him, she wanted few answers, he didn't reply, he didn't even took up her call, like, every excitement got a full stop, she didn't even woke up from her bed till her father came and called her, at first she thought he was busy preparing for his shows but then, she saw he was replying his fans on his posts, she saw him posting of that day's pics, but not a single pic with her was in his feed, he didn't even accepted her insta request, she was done going over all this, she decided not to attend his show tomorrow,
Deep inside her heart she still had hope, still had hope, she couldn't understand what would have happened, everything was so good till last night then what suddenly happen?
Did he realise, that I am just his Fangirl and I can't even be one of his friends? She passed a smile filled with pain,
She tried to stop her tears but they just rolled down her cheeks, she was helpless.