×i'm not a gay 2×

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  "Ah!" Jungkook bit his lips for almost scream out when he hit his head on the counter, but he stop himself because he knew it wasn't the time to scream."oh my, oh-oh shit, shit, shit- oh my." He whisper, squinting his eyes shut and hugging his legs to chest while staring at a particular silvery blond haired male that was walking towards his direction. "Jungkookie what are doing under the counter?" Jungkook eyes widen in terror, he looked at the silvery blond haired boy who was getting closer to him before looking at Rose who was confused as peach.

"Noona please tell him, you don't know me." Jungkook plead, his hands clasp together as if he was uttering some praying, he look through the little hole that looks like a doorviewer snd squint his eyes shut before hugging himself and squeeze himself under the counter while Rose was confused as peach. "wha-Good afternoon." Rose lift up her head to look at the owner of the voice. "Oh," was the only thing that left her mouth as she stare at the boy while processing what jungkook meant. "Errr am sorry to disturb you, but is jungkook here?" Rose snap out of her thought, frowning before realizing what was happening.

"Errr yes." Jungkook eyes widen from under the counter, he peek out a little and tug the hem of Rose Apron, making the said lady to look at her. "Okay, where is he?" Bambam asked while Rose frown at Jungkook who was busy doing hand gestures she couldn't understand under the counter, "Uh is right here." Rose point at the top of the counter and bambam gave her a confused expression whereas Jungkook  groan inwardly. He bit back a cuss and came out of the counter before standing up with a fake grin on his face. "What's up?" Bambam blinks before smiling at the boy whom he have taken interest in.

"I'm fine, how are you?" Jungkook hum nodding his head as 'I'm good' which he definitately wasn't. "Ah, Excuse me i'll be right back." He said with a soft smile before grabbing Rose wrist and drag her out of his mother bakery through the back door. "The fuck Noona, i told you not to tell him." Jungkook whisper-shouted, pacing back and forth as he groan, "Sorry kook, but i don't lie." Jungkook stop walking around and purse his lips before staring at the lady from head to toe, his eyes spotting the rosary on her neck.

he hum internally while nodding his head,"Oh saint, of course how could i forget that." He roll his eyes sarcastically and started walking away, "Sorry i caused you a little prob." Rose smiled turning on her feet to enter the bakery, Jungkook stop and turn around, staring at the blond haired female with an expressionless countenance then huff and began walking, 'You have no idea the huge problem you caused me miss goody two shoes.'
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   Bambam shove his hands into his pocket, side glancing at jungkook who was busy using his black timberland to create deep footprints on the snow, his hands buried inside each pocket of his dark green jacket. Jungkook has being silent since they left his mother's bakery, it's not because he is angry or anything like wanting to avoid the older. He just don't know how to start conversing with the other about what recently happen between them. Bambam have being questioning him about his health and he just simply respond with a 'yes', 'fine' or 'no' which bores the other just a tiny bit.

feeling his hand been shove out from his pocket and clasp with a warm larger palm, jungkook eyes widen as he look down at his hand before looking at bambam. A smile creeping up to the latter face as he watch snows falling on jungkook's face and his long raven hair , a peaceful silence engulf them, the only thing that could be heard was the sounds of  bambam's heartbeat, making jungkook to drift his gaze to the taller boy's heaving chest.

Frowning, jungkook pull his hand out of bambam wrist, awkwardly clearing his throat before giving them more distance away from each other. Bambam, bit his lip,a melancholy expression hovering on his handsome face as he stare down at jungkook's hand which was once on his. Gulping, he lift up his gaze to look at the honey pair of eyes that was already staring at him with a hint of nervousness.

"I know, sometimes humans emotion can't be controlled." jungkook gulp, staring into bambam orbs as he try to arrange his words. "And i know it is the most complicated feeling ever. People don't choose whom they want to love, their hearts just, yearn for the person." Jungkook nod his head averting his gaze from bambam's, never has he envision himself to be saying all this to his bestfriend. "My heart has only yearn for someone." Bambam eyes lit up, he smiled and step closer to jungkook who was having an internal battle.

if bambam was someone else maybe he won't be finding it hard to say out his thought. he exhale loudly and gulp before looking up at bambam who was smiling at him. "That person makes me feel a lot of emotions and sometimes i even wonder, why is love this way? But then i understand, i understand it a complicated feeling it could easily makes one happy and it could easily mar someone just like a cigeratte." jungkook mentally deadpan when he saw bambam smiling from ear to ear, and jungkook rejected using 'plan A'.

He wanted to text all this to bambam but he changed his mind and delete the message, saying he could talk to the older about how he feels like a man and not like some highschool girls that express things into writing, jungkook was bad at this. He knew so well. "i feel the same way too." jungkook pause as bambam cup his cheeks, slowly caressing it. "i know and i really do.." Bambam repretend, staring at jungkook pink lips as he careless the latter cheeks.

slowly closing his eyes and leaning down to attach their lips into a slow passionate kiss, bambam stop leaning as he felt something on his lips, he slowly open his eyes and stare at the index finger on his lips before looking at jungkook confusingly. "what am trying to say is that i'm not a gay. i like you, i really do but as a friend and my heart is yearning for someone else. I don't want our friendship to end, and i understand you couldn't control your feelings, because you didn't choose to. I'm sorry but i-i love someone else." Bambam blinks, his eyes enlarging in size as he step away and stare at the shorter boy.

his heart has torn into thousands of pieces. He just got rejected in one of the most pleasant way. "I hope you understand me bambam." Jungkook gave the older an apologetic smile before looking ahead at the SUV that parked beside the pavement. "Good night." he gave a slight bow and walk towards his father guards car, immediately stepping in as one of the guards opens the door for him.  Bambam gulp, his eyes were red and shimmering with moisture, he pivoted on his heels when he heard the car moving and stare at it until it was out of his sight.





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