Dark Lust (Zayn Malik Love Story)

Chapter Twenty-One

Vaeh's P.O.V.

After we were done swimming we went back into the house, and started watching movie's on Netflix.

"No, I don't like that movie, it's lame. Lets watch something scary." Liam says as me and Izzy are scrolling through the movies.

"You think every movie on here is lame." I tell Liam with a fake scowl.

"Maybe because it's true. They have all these movies, but none that people actually want to watch." Liam says dramtically.

"You're a fucking drama queen. Why don't you just write a damn letter to the president of Netflix, and tell them your being a big whine tit, because the lame ass movies, that you consider 'cool' aren't on here." I tell him sarcastically.

"Remind me why I'm friend's with you again?" Liam asks me questionably.

"Because I'm fucking amazing! And you also wouldn't be dating Izzy if you weren't friends with me, because lets face it. You're a chicken shit, and wouldn't have asked her out." I tell him while shoving a hand full of popcorn in my mouth.

I look over at Zayn, and see him sitting there with a smirk on his face.

"Well I shouldn't be friends with you cause your a bitch." Liam tells me with a dick head smile.

"Wow, you guys are just so nice to each other." Izzy tells Liam and I.

"Thanks," Liam and I say in unison.

I look over at Zayn, and see him sitting there quietly, while scrolling through something on his phone.

"Hey," I call over to Zayn.

He looks up from his phone, and his eyes meet mine slowly, almost seductively.

"You ok?" I ask him.

" 'M fine." He tells me with a small smile.

I give him a look, and than move my gaze towards the stairs.

I stand up, and walk up the stairs, and wait for him.

I wait a little while longer, and than finally hear footsteps coming my way.

I stand back a little in the dark corner, and wait until he passes.

When he takes a couple steps past me, I sneak out and put my hands over his eyes.

"Guess who," I say softly.

"Uhm, Beyonce?" He asks jokingly

I quickly take my hands off of his eyes, and turn him around to give him a shocked face.

"Really? Beyonce?" I ask him jokingly.

"I was just trying to play along," He tells me while shrugging his shoulders a little bit.

"Well you suck at it." I tell him with a wink.

I look at him with a smile on my face, but it quickly wipes away when he pushes me against the wall softly. Instead a soft surprised gasp came out.

I looked up at him with curious eyes.

When I look over his face, I quickly look at his eyes, and see them filled with lust.

He brings his hand up to my face, and pushes my hair out of my eyes.

"I want you so bad," He whispers while bringing his lips close to mine, but not close enough for us to kiss.

When he says that my breath hitches in my throat.

Was I ready for this? No, I'm not ready for this.

"Zayn, I-I'm not ready." I tell him shyly.

As my sentence ends, his lips crash into mine in a heated kiss.

I go along with it until he starts running his hands slowly up my shirt.

I grab his hands, and push them away.

"No, Zayn, I'm not ready." I tell him breathless.

When I look up at him, his face screws up in regret.

"Oh, my gosh. I'm so sorry, Vaeh! I don't know what came over me. I-I. I have to go." He says quickly as he rushes down the stairs, me close after him.

"Zayn! Wait, let's talk about this before you run off. You didn't mean it." I yell after him.

He turns quickly once he gets to the front door.

I hear footsteps, and know that Izzy, and Liam are now standing not that far behind me.

I look at him, and see tears rushing down his cheeks.

"Vaeh, I don't want to hurt you. It's just better if I go." He tells me shakily.

"Why are you reacting like this? You didn't mean it." I tell him as tears start to blur my vision.

"You don't know what I'm capable of." He says lowly.

He opens the door, and as he does a loud clap of thunder sounds.

We all jump except for Zayn.

After Zayn rushes out of the house I follow him, only to hear Liam and Izzy calling after me.

I run as fast as my feet will take me, and grab on to his wrist.

"Wait!" I yell over the down pour of rain.

He turns abruptly.

"Vaeh, you need to let me go for a little bit." He yells with tears streaming down his face.

"Don't do this to me! Louis, and I just broke up, and we just got together! Don't push me away when you need me most." I cry out to him.

"I don't want to hurt you! I care about you too much to hurt you." 

"Don't you see what you're doing right now, Zayn?! You are hurting me now, by not telling me why you're leaving for no reason." 

"It's complicated!" He yells out.

"So, what? You came here today to break me and Louis up, and than your just gonna leave me hanging? I love you, Zayn! Don't shut me out! I'm here for you if you need me." I tell him while grabbing his hand softly.

He looks at me with tear filled eyes, 

"I have to go," He chokes out.

"Don't shut me out, please." I cry out.

He goes to walk away, but I grab his wrist again.

"Vaeh, let go." He tells me sternly.

"No, I'm not letting you go." I tell him equally as stern.

He gets a look of regret on his face, and than I feel him push me, and I land on my ass on the soaking wet concrete.

"I need to be alone to think stuff through, Vaeh, just leave me be alone." 

I watch shocked as he runs off into the night, while I'm sitting on the cold wet concrete. 

What is he hiding?

A.N. Ok, so, I hope you guys like this chapter! Yay I updated two days in a row!! :)