Moon Flower🌸 Hwabyul

Wish

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Byul POV

Wish ..... I wish it all started back to the beginning. Where everything was okay..
Where I used to be that someone that can make her smiles.

Wish.... I wish I'm still that someone she needs when she wants to talk and when she feels awkward and shy.

Wish...... I wish I still can make her heart flutter as I say a greasy line.

Wish...... I wish I'm still that someone who can hold your hands every time.

Wish...... I wish I'm still the one you want to spent your lifetime.

Wish ..... wish.... wish.... I wish I could turn back time. I'll be a better one.

Byul passout on the last drop of alcohol she just drunk. It's been weeks since Hyejin's is gone... drowning self on the companion of that liquid that make her heart feels numb... But as she wakes up again more aches and pain not just on her heart but all her body was not fine....

The are times she feel. It's much better to end her life cause there is no use to be alive. When that someone that makes you breathe is not here. When you dont want to wake up because it was much better to stay on the dreams where both of you are fine....

When hoping for a magic like the one on the fairy tales. Where there's a genie that can grant's your wishes.. Where a fairy god mother can make a way to find your happy ever after....

If there is God I wish He is listening to me.... Please give me one last chance.. just one last chance to have her back again in my life I'll be a better.. a much better.
No!! I will be the best she can have.

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Hyejin POV

Sitting beside the glass window looking at dark night sky outside the city that never sleeps.

The sleeps that become so elusive for her from the time that she leaves her .
Like her heart has been empty and a big part of herself has been left there. They have been living in one roof for the past months. There are times they were so happy... they were in love.. they're  like strangers... they were like enemy... but most of the time they were like friends a best friend you can have.. someone you can talk someone you can have someone you can do what ever you want...

But in everything that sometimes get to over bearing..... it really makes you think and decide if you still want this kind or you just want to take a step behind..

Where do I go from here when my feet want to set it back to her.. But everything was ruin.. both of us is broken.

How can I heal her heart if I'm still hurting..

How can I take her light if she also feels like darkend..

How can I be so selfish if all I want is given..

How to undo the bad things that happened

How to have you again in my arms that feels weaken...

How can my night be lightened when my moon and star was missing....

Ohhh God its you the only one who knows how to make it happen..

Please bring my shining moon and star again in my dark evening..

Tears endlessly rundown to my face.I thought it was all drain. My eyes feel sore and red in crying every time the thoughts of her keep reminding me. How am I supposed to do everything when it was all connected to her. I take a deep breath and it's all I can do right this moment to take this pill. To have my body relax and rest for a while. I was on the way to put it to my mouth when Wheein comes rushing and swatting my hand..

"What the hell are you doing?!" She looks at me full of worries. She pulled me to a tight embrace and tears flow like rivers..

"F*ck it Hyejin it's not the solution to your problem!? Are you crazy?! "

"I just want to sleep.. It's just sleeping pills."
I whine at her as she let me take a sit on the bed.

"Yeah I know! I'm the one that gives it to you right?! But it's not good to take five tabs so you feel like knocking out. You'll get over doze and may not get awake. You're F*cking crazy!"

"Wheeinah stop cursing and whining my head is spinning and I want to take rest!"

"The Hell with you! I hate you looking like this. From the start I told you she's not good for you. But you are so stubborn as always! I don't know if you are drug or just plain stupid that time. Tell me do you just feel thrilled because she's someone you don't prefer before but got curious. Heck you know curiousity kills the cat!" She sigh..

I lay my head on the pillow and take another pillow to cover my ears. It's been a week since I got back here at our apartment. She's like a Mom that keep nagging me about what happened to me.

But after a while I felt her weigh on the side of me and give me warm hugs that we always have to comfort each other. Wheein is my bestfriend, my soulmate. There's no need for a talk she already know what goes on my mind in just a glance or even our body language state was each other wants to convey.

"Hyejinah.. I'm always here. I wont let you go through with it alone. Even If you want me to kill that bastard. I can do it just to make you feel okey." Wheein keep rubbing my arms to ease the anxiety and let me calm and fall asleep.

"Wheeinah.. don't do anything stupid as you always said to me. I'm okay now. I know I will be okay. I can get over this." I want her to be convinced but it looks more like I said it to my self.

Then after a while the elusive sleeps take me to some where feels so familiar and nice....

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