Why Why Why

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Jinhwan's POV

When I felt I'm waking up, I really hoped I'd be able to fall asleep again.

The bed felt comfortable and warm and the person next to me was so comfortable...

Wait.

The person next to me?

I quickly opened my eyes, just to see Junhoe's face closer to me than I'm used to.
And it seems like he was still asleep.

Junhoe...
Right. We talked yesterday.

I smiled softly as I gently brushed his hair away from his forehead.
He looks so peaceful when he's asleep.

One of his arms was wrapped around me, holding me close to himself.
Junhoe loves me...

It can't be real.

I'm not sure when I started having feelings for him, but it's definitely been a while.
And always telling myself that I can't do anything...

I didn't want to lose him.
That's one of the many reasons why our new song is making me feel sad.

I smiled as he started to wake up so I kissed him softly.

"Good morning sleepy head," I said and kissed him again and again.

Junhoe looked at me as if he's trying to process what's going on before closing his eyes and holding me tightly.

"Thank god that wasn't a dream..." He mumbled, and I chuckled at that.

"Yeah... I thought so too..."

He hummed, opening his eyes again to look at me.
"Never thought I'll get to see you first thing in the morning."

"You see me every day."

"But not like this... Not after waking up. Not while having you this close to me..." Junhoe kissed me softly.

"It's different... And I like it. I'm afraid you'll have to share a bed from now on."

I chuckled, getting more comfortable.
"We're sharing my bed then, your bed is too small."

"It can fit you."

"It can, if you get rid of your pillow and we stay really really close."

"I don't think I hate it." Junhoe smiled and kissed me again, deeper this time.
I kissed him back, moving my fingers through his hair.

Last night I was tired and I could barely process what was happening.
But now that I had the best sleep in a while...

"Are we still on the no hickey rule?"

He chuckled. "Depends. If you plan to leave in a visible spot or not."

I hummed, looking at him.
"Wouldn't you rather leave a mark on me...?"

He looked at me. "Are you trying to kill me?"

"I need you alive. I just got you."

"You always had me," Junhoe smiled at me, stroking my cheek. "And since yesterday, you're trying to kill me."

I chuckled, burying my face in his nape. "I'm not."

"You are." He laughed.

"I'm only trying to get affection after being scared you won't like me..."