Before I start this chapter, I want to tell you something. This chapter is based on what happen on the day that I confessed to my crush. TT^TT I really can't forget that day... But I will do a little changes. I don't want you to be brokenhearted in this story. :D Don't worry, it's just a little changes. Just a little.
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You sat on your arm chair and waited for your teacher to come. You heard a loud laugh in your classroom, out of curiosity, you glanced at your crush's seat. He was laughing hard with his friends. You found yourself smiling like an idiot as you looked away.
The teacher came and immidiately, Seungri and his friends shut their mouths. You giggled silently before listening to your teacher.
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The bell rang and it's break time.
"Y/N!" Your friends called you. You turned to smile at them and walked with them towards the cafeteria.
"I want to eat already. Where are they?!" One of your friend whined, rubbing her empty stomach. You giggled.
"Just wait. Look, they are just paying it." You replied. After a few minutes, your friends came holding a tray of foods.
"Ugh! The line is so long!" One of your friend complained.
"I know right." Your other friend agreed. You started to eat and glanced around the cafeteria. You felt dissapointed when you didn't saw him.
"Hey.. who are you finding?" Your friend asked.
"E-eh? N-nothing.." You answered and continued to eat.
You thought of confessing to Seungri since you've been already liking or should I say loving him for like 2 years. Yes, 2 years without anyone knowing it. You sure is a great hider and pretender. Everyone in your classroom knows that you have a crush and it is Kwon Jiyong but no. You don't even like him, you just used his name since you don't want anyone to know your feeling for Seungri. He is a big player. When you were still elementary, he alread had 3 girlfriends. 1 girlfriend every week. How's that?
"What are you thinking Y/N? Is it Jiyongie~?" Your friend teased. You rolled your eyes.
"Oh, puh-lease." You answered in a brat tone. The five of you laughed and stood up. You're going back to your classroom since you're already done eating.
When you reached in your classroom you heard your crush's friends talking about a girl. You sat down and listened to their conversation without being so obvious.
"So what's your plan?" It was Daesung who asked.
"I don't know but I think I will just try my best again. I really hate it when she ignores me." You heard Seungri replied. You sighed and looked down when you realized that they were talking about Seungri's crush from the other section.
Guess I don't have a chance at all. You thought to yourself before blinking many times to prevent your tears from falling.
You know his crush. Actually you and his crush are close friends. His crush has a crush on him too but when she knew that he was a playboy before she said that she will just move on. And she is doing it. She's always ignoring Seungri. You thought that Seungri would give up but no, he didn't. And it hurts you more.
"You really like her, huh?" Jiyong said.
"Of course. I won't be this desperate if I don't like her so much." Seungri answered.
Your heart broke into pieces because of what you heard.
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You sighed and looked up. The class has ended and it's your time to confess. You left a letter in his bag earlier saying,
Hey. Uhm.. will you go in the garden when the class has already ended? I have something to tell you.
You didn't wrote your name. Your hands were sweating and your heart is beating so fast. You clasp your hands and blew an air on it.
Will he come? You asked yourself while glancing around.
"Hey Y/N!" You suddenly heard a familiar voice calling your name. You turned and found Seungri waving at you and smiling. You smiled back as your heart beats faster.
"Annyeonghaseyo Seungri-ah." You greeted formally. He chuckled.
"So, you're the one who sent me this letter?" He asked, showing you the letter that you wrote earlier. You nodded.
"Ah..ne." You answered. He nodded. You sighed before looking directly in his eyes. "Seungri-ah..I have something to tell to you. But promise me first that you won't tell this to anyone."
"Ne. I won't. Promise."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
"Really?"
"Really."
"This is a secret okay?"
"Arraseo." He said. You didn't said anything. "Hey Y/N. Gwaenchana?"
"Ah.. ne. Gwaenchana. Please don't tell this to anyone okay? I trust you." You answered.
"Don't worry. I won't. And I trust you too." He assured you and smiled.
"I-i.."
"You..?"
"I...I like..."
"You like what?"
"I like you." You finally said. Seungri's eyes widened.
"Oh.." Was his reply. You expected it though since you know that he doesn't like you. Even a bit. You laughed bitterly.
"But don't worry Seungri-ah. I'm almost done in moving on."
"I'm really sorry Y/N.."
"Ani. Don't be. I understand."
"I don't like you."
"You don't have to tell it. I already know it."
"I love you."
"I told you-- what?!" You exclaimed. He laughed softly before pulling you towards him and hugged you tightly.
"I love you Y/N. I really do." He said and you felt him kissed the top of your head.
"B-but I thought you like.."
"I do like her but love and like are two different things. I only like her and I love you." He spoke softly. He broke the hug and kissed your forehead.
