Damnit it happened again
Let me put on a false demeanor
and pretend to be the nicest person
that you'd ever meet
but don't you know that's not me
I can't pretend that I only wanna be your friend when you give me that look
and I just freeze
I may be sweet
But I'm human
and I have to eat
I don't gobble down words of love
like I would like to with you
I silently just starve as you eat in front of me
You give me a nibble with a complement or two
but I'll give you a five course meal
and I'm sick of it boo
I'm just so starving I might taste you
You offer your body laced with cocaine
You bite my neck and who's to blame?
We both just want to no longer feel pain
But I didn't realize that with the 5 course
Remorse is the main dish on the plate
I taste you and you taste bittersweet
We're both starving,
even though
you just ate a whole meal
I don't want to rot my teeth
So I release that stupid epiphany
That one day it could be
Just you and me
In a perfect world
There is no hunger
But we live in this one
and I don't want to
starve any longer
YOU ARE READING
Poems of an Undecided Life
Poetry♡ Short mediocre poems to express my feelings. I hope you like them! ♡ Also just an fyi some of the poems have mature words and some may be triggering. Be careful when you read them and don't take them to literally. They don't all represent me. So...
