Before He Say Goodbye

WRITER'S NOTE

The author wanted to portray her work in a very playful and confusing way of portraying what is the reality. Having a choice into what you want to have,feel or give to other people is the best opportunity that people might have. Imagination and reality is a blur at this point in time. People do not know what the reality is, even with the concept of love, sometimes they might confused it into something else like hatred or confusion however people needs to remember that love can be any form, people cannot say that death cannot be a form of love if they have experienced choosing death to be free of the sadness that they are feeling and be permanently happy and fine. People can never say that being desperate of wanting to be with that person and longing for that hope that the person can give them is not a sign of love because you have not feel it. Love is not limited with romanticizing everything to be favorable of those stereotypes of how you can feel the feeling of love.

Feeling love for the author can be mysterious because it is like a shape shifting feeling. You might be feeling it the least you expected it. It is shape shifting, to the point that you can feel it in any type of person with different specific needs. This is where the idea of this short story cycle came. It starts of with an idea, the author wanted to incorporate the concept of false awakening cycle where people can be stuck over and over again in the same dream repeating each cycle each time. With this idea she incorporated the plot line where in, you can never really figure out the beginning because it is very confusing; however to not spoil the actual plot line of the short story cycle, we are going to take the whole plot into groups instead of individually. 

The short story starts of with the very descriptive way of describing the room that our main character is in. She is portrayed,as a pronoun, "she" and the author never really mentions her name until the end of the short story cycle, later we find out that her name is Hope and she is a Doctor. She wakes up early in the morning to go to work, and she goes by her day as a doctor, the usual thought of saving lives of people, thinking about them more that yourself, even feeling sympathy when her patient died because of the virus that has been ruling the country because it taken too much control in our lives that we do not even know when to end. This is where the part also that other characters got introduced like Aling Marites which is part of her dreams because we can later find out that Aling Marites had died which is the sad truth that Hope is facing. She had this envisioned that she does not even mention through her dialogues but you could clearly feel that she created this world for her to escape the real one; it is the lack of love that others give to herself, especially in her situation that she is a Doctor; she feels that all Doctors do is give never to receive which seldom other people in our real world feels. They rarely receive love from other people in any form even if it is just for a simple "thank you". Sometimes, health workers receives the most hateful words from people that they do actually care however cannot do something about the lost. This is why in a very parallel realm of these professionals I can assure that some times in their lives they are being tempted of not taking care and portraying that care into love for other people but then again, as Hope did she remembers her virtue as a life and the most proponent thing and action that they can do is to actually continue. She created a realm that her mother died, which is far from the reality because he does not even feel that she is existent to the point that her mind is playing tricks with her even if it is in her dreams. All are far from reality and it seems like reality is a huge blur on her dream.

However, not far from reality portrays a similar scenario as to how Hope finds herself looking for love. In her reality, she find John on a site called Omegle too. Which is pretty common to happen as of this moment in time because we cannot really get the physical aspects that love may provide. The rising action honestly goes as them getting to know each other, and the process may vary but really, same scenario always happen; they get to know each other, they get each other's social and go from there.