Chapter 5

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Every day became a torture. It was a struggle to keep living. Everyday my head screeched for a new life. I didn't want to be Beth Mills.*side note... I changed it for her privacy* Joe was no longer a dream but a lifetime of struggle. My videos begun to come to halt. People kept commenting about the live show. I couldn't bear it. I deleted all social media. This wasn 't my life. It couldn't be. Every night, I closed my eyes and saw myself in college with Anna Rose and Mollie Bates and the band. I was the singer. Why didn't I stay in college? Maybe it wasn't to late. I could go back. I logged onto Google. 'Auditions for music at Lancashire college?' I clicked on the website. The forms were due in next Monday. I couldn't survive until then. I would be mashed to pulp.  I checked my mobile. No calls since the liveshow. Did nobody care? Did no one notice? No texts from Ash. Maybe I should call them. I checked my contacts but there were none. Where is everyone? Am I alone in a world of torture?  Am I dead? Is the end? Is this my story's end?

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