Chapter 6

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Life was no longer a river where I could sail down gently, but a tormenting ocean. Waves would suck me in, then throw me out, leaving me more hurt every time. I wanted my parents. I wanted to be safe at home without any cares. But Joe had taken my simcard. It's weird how that can be the only connection with the outside world. I couldn't use a payphone "Because you are to clumsy". Right now, he was on his way back from Insomnia 56. Maybe, by the time he got back, I could've disappeared with no trace. So I packed my bag, realising that I can be free of this hell. Should I go to my parents? Would they care anymore? They told me that they didn't want to see me again after I quit college. How about David's? Would he tell Stampy? Could I survive with Amy Lee in America or would there be to much peace? I considered Netty, it would be perfect if Joe didn't visit her every week. But maybe Netty was the right person. Unless I knew where Anna and Mollie were. They probably hated me for abandoning the band. I'd anywhere go to Netty's. Maybe I could hide weekly.

I set off towards her house. A pretty little cottage not far from where my college was. I knocked on the door and it was opened by Zoe.

"Hi Beth. Do you wanna see Netty?"

"Ummm. Yeah, I suppose so." I awkwardly replied.

"Nettt, stop playing and recording! Beth's here and she doesn't look to be in the best of states." Zoe shouted.

"Oh my goodness! Sqa- Beth? What happened!" Netty shouted hurriedly. "Sit down and tell me."

So I broke down in tears and told my friends the whole story. I had no idea I'd they'd believe me or take it as a joke. I had to rely on friendship. But maybe I was crap at making friends. I'd chosen Joe for a boyfriend. Maybe I didn't belong in this world. Maybe I don't belong anywhere

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