THE HOLY TRINITY

THE DAY AFTER

*Sarah's POV

I woke up because the sun burned my face through the window, I slowly opened my eyes to turn to Holland. I let out a big yawn, wait where is Holland. I jumped out of the bed and looked around the house. No where I could find her. I walked to the kitchen and found a note on the table. I couldn't pick it up because I was to scared for what's coming next, I made a huge mistake that's all I was thinking about, before I took the note and started reading.

Dear Sarah,
I know this is not fair and you don't deserve what i have done to you. I am thankful for every minute I had with you yesterday but it's  time to leave. I already packed my stuff and if you read this i am on my way to Germany. Yes Germany. Please don't be mad at me and don't look for me but I have to let go and you do too. We can both start a new chapter in our life a now. Just start like we never happened .
I love you Sarah in love Holland.

Tears were rolling down my eyes. What did I expect? I knew this was nothing serious but still there was a little hope in me that just faded a way like air. I didn't believe I actually thought Holland would try again and be with me. How can I be so stupid and why did I have sex with her. This women had so much power on me that I did just go for it. It was not bad but at the end not worth it. I grabbed my phone, I almost wanted to call Holland but I didn't instead I tried to call Sandra.

"Sarah hey I was waiting for your call, how are you?" Sandra asked as she picked up the phone. I started crying again "I made a huge mistake, I had sex with Holland yesterday and she just left a note saying she is going to Germany" I said breaking down in tears . Sandra told me that she will always be there for me and that i have to get over it. Holland was not good for me and I should focus on the future so long I still have the chance and she was right Holland just wasn't good for me.

"Babe do you want some soup" I heard someone say in the background. "Sandra I don't want to bother if you have anyone over" I said with a asking voice. „N-no no i am alone" she stuttered. Why the fuck is she lying to me I heard someone, I am not crazy okey. "Could I come over later" I asked, she agreed and I got ready for the day. My mood was terrible but instead of laying in bed and cry I need to lift my head.

In my head there was only Holland, Holland and Sandy, I mean why is she lying to me. I don't care who's she fucking with or what she is doing. What I also do not understand is why Holland did all of this to me. She knew she was going to hurt me, she knew she was the first person I ever fell in love with. I mean was this even love? Would a person you love just drop you?

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