Forbidden Love A Josh Richards story * Completed*

Chapter 60 - Podcast reveal

You wake up at 12 pm and josh is knocking on the door
You open the door
Hi he says
Hello what's up you say
I have the podcast in half an hour
Ok I'm gonna look after Sam anyway
He kisses your cheek
I'm gonna leave now ok?
Sure you say and smile at him
That's another thing I love about you he says and you see he has been crying
What?
Your smile he says looking down
I'm sorry it's only for a short period of time did Sam already eat breakfast
I know and yeah he has already eaten breakfast he says and leaves
You go downstairs with Sam and make some breakfast for yourself
You make a croissant and eat it
You go back upstairs and play with Sam for a bit until josh comes back
You watch his podcast and see he is hurt
You check the comments

You feel so bad and you get a lot of dms

You made josh feel bad fuck you

You lost a king you'll probably be with someone else now anyway

You don't let it get to you but it's too overwhelming

You post a TikTok

Hey guys i just want to address me and josh and our situation
I love josh but it got too much I wanted a break from everything I had to take time to think for myself my mental health is so low I'm sorry for everyone who thought that me and josh were endgame

You post it and then the comments come in

"Liar"
"What a liar"
"Leave her josh oh wait he did lmao 🤣"

You close your eyes and try to forget all about it
You go to sams nursery and put his down for his nap
You go past joshs room and hear him softly crying
You knock on the door
Hey it's me can I come in
Sure if you want he says and you do
You sit next to him and see tears
It hurts you to see him crying
I never meant to hurt you you say
It's fine you needed time and I know that I just thought we were forever
We are forever it's just a little break I saw your podcast I didn't know you were going through that
Just because I don't tell you how I feel doesn't mean I don't feel like that
I just wish you told me
He doesn't say anything
Promise me something you say
What?
When we get back together we tell each other our true feelings
Ok I promise
I promise too you say
He leans in to kiss you but you move back
Please I need this he says and you give in
You kiss him for a couple of minutes
I miss you I miss us the good times he says
Please don't make it any harder for me right now you say
He hugs you and kisses your head
You feel safe in his arms until you decide to move away
You see the roses in a vase
Where did they come from you ask pointing to the flowers
They were for you yesterday but it got dramatic so I just put them in water
For me? You ask
Yeah my love- Fuck! I'm sorry
It's fine
Sam starts crying so josh goes and brings him in the bedroom
Can you sleep here tonight we don't have to touch he asks
I can't
Please I want your company
Fine but only if Sam stays here too
Of course he says smiling
You lay next to him and he attempts to put his arm around you
No touching you say and he sighs
It's not a proper break then you say
I know
I'm sorry for this I ruined this bit of our life together
Don't ever say that
Why not? I did
No you didn't
You're so sweet you say and he just shrugs
He orders canes and you look at his phone
What are you doing
Ordering canes
I can make food
I want to spend every last second I can with you
I'm not going any where
I know but you'll be in the next bedroom
Canes comes after 15 minutes and he brings it up
He gives you a burger and he brings sams food up heated up
He throws it to you
You are lucky it didn't fall on me
Or what?
You would've known what this hand can do
I think I know he says and you push him
Stop it you say giggling
You feed Sam and then you eat your burger
You put Sam to sleep and josh turns on Netflix
You watch thunderforce

You watch the movie and then you fall asleep at 12 am
Josh cuddles you and ends up falling asleep shortly after