Chapter 15 - Insecure

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TW ⚠️ Insecure

You wake up at 10 am and josh is awake
Hey baby girl
Hey baby you say and  go to his closet
You get changed into this outfit

He tries kissing you but you stop him Baby what's wrong?Nothing It just feels like you're distant today I'm fine you say Baby talk to meI'm going to eat breakfast You go down and eat some cereal Josh comes down and eats while looking at you the wh...

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He tries kissing you but you stop him
Baby what's wrong?
Nothing
It just feels like you're distant today
I'm fine you say
Baby talk to me
I'm going to eat breakfast
You go down and eat some cereal
Josh comes down and eats while looking at you the whole time
You go upstairs and josh sits on the bed
Baby girl I'm begging you talk to me I don't like this I don't like it when you ignore me
I'm insecure ok? Is that what you wanted to hear?
Why? He says
What do you think? You had nessa and you chose me
I didn't choose you I fell in love with you me and nessa didn't work together I love you so fucking much and it annoys me that you can't see that
I love you too but sometimes I feel like I'm not enough maybe you could be with someone better
There is no one better than you
It doesn't feel like that
He cups your face and brings your foreheads together
Baby girl I love you and only you me and nessa are in the past me and you are the present and future so there's no reason to be insecure I love you so much
You kiss him for a couple minutes until he pulls out
Why did you stop?
I had an idea
What?
Come on let's go
Where?
Just come in my car
You go to his car and he drives to the mall
Baby why are we at the mall?
Shopping for the perfect gown for graduation and I'll pay for it no matter what the price
You kiss him
How did I get you? You ask pulling out
He smiles and you get out your car
Baby I'm sorry for what happened before
It's fine don't apologize we all go through it he says
You get some boba

He tries kissing you but you stop him Baby what's wrong?Nothing It just feels like you're distant today I'm fine you say Baby talk to meI'm going to eat breakfast You go down and eat some cereal Josh comes down and eats while looking at you the wh...

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You get the same one
Hey you single he asks
No I'm not he's actually my boyfriend
Oh ok
Sorry you say and walk away 
Baby l didn't know  You tell josh as you're walking
It's fine I can't blame him you are so hot
You're  cute lover boy
Where did lover boy come from?
Just calling you that
I like it
Good because I like it too
You walk and see a gown

Baby can I get this one He sees it's for $1000Let's get a matching one he says But it's blue and I like it Ok he says and buys it Thank you you say and kiss him He finds one for $1290 He buys it Baby I'm going to get a hotdog 🌭 Ok he gives you a ...

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Baby can I get this one
He sees it's for $1000
Let's get a matching one he says
But it's blue and I like it
Ok he says and buys it
Thank you you say and kiss him
He finds one for $1290
He buys it
Baby I'm going to get a hotdog 🌭
Ok he gives you a 10 dollar bill
You get your own money out and pay with that
You get him one and give him his money back outside Louis Voiutton
Why were you outside
I just moved why is there all the money back
Yeah I didn't use yours I used my own you say and he look at you not happy
What?
I gave you that money so you could spend it
So? I have money or is it like Bryce says? I just rely on you you say trying to guilt trip him
Fine whatever he says and he walks away
Baby you pout
What's up he says smiling at you
I'm sorry you say
It's fine
You promise?
I promise he says and kisses you
You go to his car and he puts his hand on your thigh
This is like your move every time I sit in this car
I can't help it baby girl
You hold his hand
You go to sway and go to his room
He picks you up and throws you on the bed
You go to the pillow
He lays next to you facing you while you are on your phone
You look at him
What's up?
I was promised a kiss
When?
Yesterday in my car
You kiss him and he pulls you in for a couple of minutes until you pull out
You realize it's your birthday tomorrow
You get changed into these pjs

Baby can I get this one He sees it's for $1000Let's get a matching one he says But it's blue and I like it Ok he says and buys it Thank you you say and kiss him He finds one for $1290 He buys it Baby I'm going to get a hotdog 🌭 Ok he gives you a ...

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Bryce knocks on the door
Hey we are ordering dominos what do you want
You tell him the pizza order and so does josh
You go downstairs
Bryce leaves
You get a call
Hey what's up you say moving to the hallway
You ok? Josh whispers
Uh huh you say
He moves away and you hear your mom and dad
Hey sweetie
Hey
Is it ok if we come over tomorrow?
Sure you say
Ok we will come by tomorrow
You end the call and go sit down
Josh picks you up and sits you into him facing his face
You bury your head in his neck
What's up?
Nothing my parents are coming over tomorrow
For what? He says
You realize he forgot
Just visiting you say
Oh ok
Bryce comes back with the pizza
You get off his lap and eat
You go upstairs and lay in bed
You go on your phone
Josh comes up and lays next to you
He cuddles you and you put your phone down
You kiss him
Baby what's wrong? You're acting clingy
I just want to appreciate you
He smiles
Baby I'm going to sleep
You fall asleep at 11 pm

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