Dear Diary <3 a Jacob Perez Love Story (; Rated R

uhm idk juss a lil sum sum lol

a/n sooo immah go back and add stuff kay its mo fo kiara then any thing (; luv u bestie

Belles POV

Ugh like im so disgusted woth my body right now I feel dirty and nasty. I hate that Jacob saw me naked. Grrr I hate my life when Jacob leaves I swear today is gonna be my last day here in this hell hole. Juss when thought I was alone.

Jacob: what are you thinking about?

Me: (wtf man) idk us

Jacob; what about us

Me: lol how our baby boutah look (lie)

Jacob: imam bout to leave okay

Me: (finally) okay

Jacob: bye (kisses her fore head leaves out her window)

Finally I can meet my future hmm I think I got some pain pills I can take. I better start looking fir them pills. Damn these dumb fucks are heard to find lemme hurry they will be home soon (parents) 4 hours should be enough time to die though I hope. I finally found them pills I mean damns!!!as I begin to pour the whole bottle of pills in my mouth and swallow them all I think about what I want Jacob to know I lil message for him. I guess he got so involved with gabby he forgot about me and my crys for help I knew he had to see the fucking scars and cuts on my wrist I didn’t even cover them bitches up. But okay Jacob this is all for you. As I took the knife from the kitchen and run back u stairs to my bathroom. I turned my shower on and began to carve LOVE ME onto one arm PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN JACOB on my stomach DESTINY on my other arm I HATE THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER MORE on my left leg SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME JACOB DO YOU CALL THIS LOVE on my right and on both my feet WHY COULDN’T U HEAR MY CRYS FOR HELP? It felt good when I got done with my art I felt relieved. As I watched my warm blood mix with the water I saw beauty like I saw angels calling me home and so I went with them.

Jacobs pov

-__________- ugh I cant believe this shit right now ugh I think she thinks im dumb or sumthin cuz I knew good and well she wasn’t thinking bout our baby she was thinking about me and Gabrielle’s relationship. So I decided to wait 2 hours b4 I went back threw her window again, I decided to let her cool down some. Sooo as I waited I decided to play some fun run (a/n add me btw bandroomgodess). When I got bored of that wich was like after and hour and fifty minutes. Soo I climbed back through to hear here shower going. Wow lol im thinking soo dirty soo immah juss take my clothes off and join her. But sa I walked in I saw belle naked not breathing with words carved into her body. As I began to read them and tears fell from my eyes I ant believe that I let this happen………………………………………………

im done for tonight I got tired