3 months later....

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  • Dedicated to Diggy Simmons <3
                                    

Dear diary,

i think im pregnant ive been throwing up evey day for 3 month and my  period never came on at all and omg and im gainig wieght. i know right its been a whole 90 days since the jacob problem i just stay away from him in school. i havent told anybody yet but they think my cancer has shrunk giving me a whole year extra im so happy but for now diary i hae to live through this school day. and btw diary my parents kicked me out the house today... told me to sleep over jacobs house cause both the parents mine and his are gunna stay up all night and do adutlt stuuf over here. ewwww nasty right. sighs todays the day im gonna sak him sighs i hope he says yes cuz its cold outside.

end of diary respnse

Gabrielles POV

OTTD brown UGGS a peach sweater that says my ex boyfriends dick is 2 inches and cream leggings

Make up concealer light brown and goldenyellow eyeshadow to bring out my eyes. perpetual peach lipstick by revlon and green eye liner at and the bottom black cat like eyeliner at the top with a hint of white eyeshadow to make my eyes look bigger to create the puppy dog look.

i already had my stuff packed up in my locker but i chose some sexy sleepers cuz they were the only sleepers i had left im sure jac wouldnt mind. i thought driving myself to school in my mustang like on tranformers. but when i finnaly reached my school i turned in to park and i felt a pain in my tummy long breathes i thought create a rthym and sing.

"dont leave me in all this pain dont leave me out in the rain come back and bring back my smile come and take theese tears  away i need your arms to hold me now theese nights are sooo unkind bring back those nights when i held u beside me unbreak my heart" toni braxton song unbreak my heart this is not written by me

i began to sing a toni braxton song and the pain faded before i knoticed jacob staring at me from a far amazed by my singing i just got out the car and grabbed my book bag and gucci purse and headed towards the door trying to keep his atttention i smiled waved and told him hold on. of course he waited and i took him to a what i thought was an empty room but it was full of his boys and two of their friends Jaden Smith and Diggy Simmons whos actually my bestie but i didnt pay them any attention i just looked into jacobs big brown beautiful eyes closed the door and told him " i might be pregnant and i need a place to stay for a week or so my parents kicked me out sayingthat our parents were gonna do adult stuff." i said giving him complete eye contact giving him my puppy dog face "Gabs i cant me and belles are supposed to uh have sex to night and loose our v cards to night" he said back giving me a stern look meaning every word he sayd. "how can you loose something that already has been lost jacob you know what i should have known u havent changed ill just sleep iinn the car then. o and here." i sayd giving him a brown enevelope with obertion papers and dna papers in it. "its yours btw i just need you to sighn theese abortion papers and heres the proof of it being yours just incase you wanna call sombody a whore." i said looking him in the eyes showing no emotion about getting an abortion. as i stormed out of the room and tryed running but my ankles where to swollen and Diggy already caught up to me and told me to stop running that it was bad for the baby. "diggs"a said looking up at him beggining to cry in to his chest "why doesnt he love me? and believe me that this is his child." i said crying and sobbing into his chest smilling the sweet aroma of his cologne "Gabrelle" i heard some one yell so i turned to see who it was and it was jacob runing with a pair of scissors in his hand at me bfore diggs could move me jacob stabbed me in  the stomach and i began to cough up blood and blood was spilling out of my wound. before everything went dark.

Diggys POV

"What the fuck!" i scream at jacob holding her limp body in my hand wiping away the blood from mouth from a few seconds earilier. then applying pressure to her wound.

J:i didnt mean it i tripped

Ray: who the hell runs with scissors in there fucking hand dude wtf maybe you should just gtfo her life and stay out cuz you always end up hurting her and guess what im telling your precious belle that u fucked another girl and got her prego.

Roc: yea immah go with

Prod:well all do it

Digg:immah call 911

J: no i got it your hands look full

teahcer:the paramedics have already been notified.

A'Bellmessa POV

i saw jacobs boy come up to to tell me something i guess but all i could think about was how me and jacy are gonna loose are virgitities to each other before prod yelled earth to belle

Prod,Ray,Roc: u know ur lil prince lost his virgitity to gabs right o and that his baby jus in case u thinks its digs heres the dna test. (they cant be serious can they i felt my legs give out and buckle under me as i began to ball my eyes out and scream watching them all walk away from me.)

A: this isnt true is it i sayd looking up at my prince.

J:it is true and its is my child im soo sorry. he siad back i saw him start to cry harder but i knew those tears wasnt for me.

A: why? jacob why do you have to hurt me soo much. btw my secret that i refused to tell you was that i saw it at the hospital and the doctor said she only had a month to live cuz her cancer was starting to spread through out her whole body. i spat at him not knoticing that i was flashing him my pussy wich had his intials shaved into the hairs. (it was a surprise for later on but now its obvious that hes not gonna get any.) 

J: take that back god damn you. i know thats not true becuase shes alive right now u bitch.

A: the child that she is carrying is helping her fight the cancer. i said in a whimper as i folded my body tightly still flashing him my vag but not carrying if i looked or not.

Jacobs POV

i saw that belle shaved my intials in her down there hair it made me blush like cray but she didnt know cuz she was balling her eyes out. and she was cooch flashing the whole hallway i heard some hoots and hollers as some of the boys walked by but then i heard some man stealing bitches and whores towards gabrielle who was in the hallway verticly from me and belle and then i knoticed gabs was gone it was actually towards belle. i heard her sob and cry uncotrollably as i called her out her name mor than once then i snapped and hit her. then i heard her tell me to kill her i swear i heard her beg me to. then i heard her scream at me to do it then i knoticed that i had the pair of scissors o stabed gabs with to her throat so i let the scissors drop to the floor and i just held belle there in my arms letting her cry into my arms i cant do this to belles any more ill sighn the papers for gabrielles aboirtion and give them back i thought taking the papers and sighning them before jaden snatched them out my hands and ripping them up.

jaden: u bastard

Jacob:what do you mean she wants it out so imma let her abort our child

Jaden:she was speaking out of anger her, if you really love her sighn this theese are papers that give up your rights of the child naming Daniel "diggs" the father

Jacob: you sure dude takes the papers reads it and sighns the bottom and every where else that needed to be sighned.

Jaden: good job this is gonna be the last time you hurt her i will let you know wen you can visit her if diggy lets you actually.And put some drawls on u look like a hot mess referring to belles.

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