Dear Diary <3 a Jacob Perez Love Story (; Rated R

Jacob+Belle+ Heart their chapter (; enjoy

Belles Pov

Im really stressed like okay im only being a bitch to gabby cuz I know Jacob loves her more than he does me. Maybe since she is in love with diggy and moved on with her life we can be friends idk, I hope so cause ugly isn’t cute on me. But like I know that Jacob is in love with her like some times I know he wishes Gabrielle was me. I cant help but envy her some times to shes such a strong beautiful girl. Hell I even wish I was as strong as her. But I need to talk to Jacob about my insecuritys.

Belle: Jacob

Jac: yes

Belle: I feel like slowly starts tearing up again you love her more than me. What does she have that I don’t?

Jac: belles~gco

Belle: I don’t know if I can take this anymore Jacob, I know ive been a b lately and that’s only because you spend 99.9% of your time with her. And I wanna cherish every moment I have with you. And it makes me insecure to see you walk her to her classes every day some times I even feel like she is slowly taking my place or maybe even that my place was token by her already. Shaking vigoursly crying hardly boutah have a panic attack

Jac: calm down belle before you~gco

Belle: I hate this life Jacob, remember when we first met? Member when I told you everything?

FLASH BACK YAY (: YOU KNOW U LOVE IT<3

Belle: I have to tell you something about my past

Jacob: okay what is it? Sounding concerned

Belle: well uh promise you wont tell anyone

Jacob: I promise cross my heart

Belle: im adopted. I I was raped by my biological father when I was five and abused by my mother because I got all the attention. Tearing up on the verge of a panic attack so I ran away from home and ran to the nearest nice neighborhood and found my parents. They call me an angel because my adoptive mother wasn’t able to consume and they didn’t know what else to do. Crying uncontrollably and I never been loved soo much by some one in this way before. I finally feel accepted when im with you. Like you help me forget crying into Jacobs chest

Jacob: im soo sorry belles. Just know your my angel on earth my happiness, my smile, my heart, my laugh and my joy. I love you and I always will love you no matter what we go thru. I will love you forever and always.

End of flash back

Jacob: yes I do remember and I still feel the same way right now, im sorry ive been caught up lately its just when you started getting distant from me and keeping secrets it pushsed me away and the only way to escape was to talk to gabrielle im soo sorry. I didn’t know that you promised gabs to not tell me her chemo dates and that she had cancer.

Belle: crying her eyes out not caring anymore. Starting to slowly have her panic attack.

Jacob: starts to sing a song in Spanish to sooth her and make her go to sleep.

Belle: almost sleep Jacob I love you so much please hold me baby please starts to snuggle him gently kissing his cheeks. Promise me no one will ever take my place in your heart.

Jacob: blushing from her kisses all over his face I prom~gco from her gentle breathing in his ear and notices that she is sleeping. I promise you Bells. I promise to love you forever no matter what and I promise to never break your heart again. Bells I promise you nobody will never take your place in my heart. He whispers in her ear

Will Jacob keep his promise???????? Sorry this chapter is all about bells and Jacob.