#Perth
"Where have you been?" I heard his voice as soon as I closed the door of the house. I look up and see him sitting far away on one of the living room sofas in the dark.
Still wearing his work clothes, he is a university professor...
"At the hospital ? "I answered in the form of a question, I mean I am a doctor and he knows that sometimes I come back late!
"And why would you leave Pin with my mother all day? Don't you know that she cannot take care of a young boy like him?" He asked angrily, I bit my lips with fear.
"But Saint! She told me she had no problem !"I said in a quiet and fearful voice.
"I don't care! I told you a thousand times don't leave Pin with any of my family or yours! Why am I paying for custody then?” He shouted angrily to close my eyes and feel my body shiver with fear.
"All you care about is your filthiness! Don't you think a little about the child whose existence you brought to life? But why would you think? All you care about is converting your disgusting body into a female body to enjoy sex with men - a monster and a bastard!" He shouted at me so I shivered, my eyes flooded with tears, and my head down.
"Sai.." I whispered, but he interrupted me shouting "Shut up !! I don't want to hear your disgusting voice! Oh my God, what have I done to deserve to have a disgusting monster like him in my life!" He spoke angrily and headed upstairs.
I covered my mouth, blocking the sound of my gasps from going out, then hurried to the kitchen, cleaned my face several times and calmed myself down then headed upstairs too.
I entered the room and I didn't find him, the sound of the water informed me that he is in the bathroom he was taking a bath as usual, I took my clothes from the closet and entered the bathroom with him.
Yes, with him! It is true that he screams at me and insults me all day long, he hates me and cannot stand my presence and he hates even hearing my name.
He basically does not call me by my name, he calls me karma, a name indicating falsification and pretension, and he calls me by it because I changed my sex from male to female.
Besides all of that, his father required him to have two children from me, and because I was a male who could not get pregnant, I turned my sex into a female for him ..
He used to love me, but his father rejected me by saying that he is a prid heir to his property and that of his son (who is Saint) and because I cannot have children, he refused me, and when I transferred my female sex, his father accepted me, but Saint hated me! My existence!
But despite this, no matter how much he hates and is angry with me at the end of the day when it is time to sleep he just loves me.
Not for sex, but he really loves me and I don’t know how or why? It just makes me feel that he is Saint, whom I loved, exists.
At night only!
At first I thought that he was schizophrenic, but after his mother convinced him to take comprehensive tests, he underwent himself and there was no disease he suffers from! Not mentally, not physically and not emotionally!
"Come here" he muttered without turning around or looking at me, oh yeah he treats me like a male sometimes!
When he loves me! And when he flares up with anger!
There is a secret that I hide from him, I fear that he will hate me more than he does if he knew about it, a secret that I did not tell to anyone.
The secret of being an angel and a demon at the same time, I am just a soul incarnate in the form of a human being, but my human form is the same as my angelic form!
