#Perth
"Welcome, Perry" My mother said, she's adopted me since I was a teenager but she did well raising me and treating me so I owe her my life.
"Hey mae" I said as I walked into the house and headed up while I heard her sigh with sadness.
She loves Saint and is unaware of how he treated me after I turned into a female. She accepted me and was never disgusted with me.
She also thinks that Saint accepts me, and even thinks that he loved me more after I became a female!
I don't want to hurt her and let her down when I tell her about Saint's hatred of me! I never want to make her worry!
"Perry! The food is ready" My mother called out after a while to hurry downstairs and find my father sitting in front of the table I kissed his head and sit next to him.
"You spend your time here a lot? Did you and Saint have a fight?" My mother asked anxiously.
Oh mae, we broke up two years ago and you still don't know! In fact, I did not even tell my mother about leaving Saint, as I spend most of the week with my friends.
"Perhaps" I raised my shoulders, she looked at me quietly "Son, you know that there is a small child between you. Isn’t it?" My mother spoke, I sighed.
"Mae ... it has been a while! And it is better for me and for him to move away from each other, it was not a quarrel, and this time I left" I said calmly messing with my food by the fork.
My mother's eyes widen in shock.
"You? But you were madly in love with him !!" She said, I hummed.
"Still ... the thing is, I don't fit him" I muttered, my dad get involved.
"Did he want you to walk away from him?" He asked quietly to look towards him not knowing.
Did Saint wanted me to leave him? He did not utter any word regarding my distancing from him, he never asked for it, but I could not stand it anymore.
"No, he didn't! I did" I answered calmly, let my father sigh "so you have no right to walk away! You have a child and the child has rights over both of you, whatever the dispute between you two, you will discuss it with your husband and return to your home" My father ordered.
"Por ... it is not so simple, it is not a simple quarrel! It has been two years" I muttered the end of my words with shame and lowered my head.
There was an uncomfortable silence until I sighed and looked at them and they were looking at me with disbelief.
"Two years? Are you saying you haven't seen him in two years?" My mother asked to bite my lips and nod.
"Perth !! Are you serious! I mean, how? And where did you go? Where did you spend your time? What happened between you to separate for so long?"
My father spoke to hardly swallow my saliva.
"I don't want to talk about it please! We just ... no longer fit" I whispered at the end of my words and got up.
I might have ignored it for a full two years, but my spirit began to fade away while I was away from them.
It's too complicated for me, I mean, he's human! He is not an absolute soul! He is only a human! Not an angel and not a demon! Why do I love him so much!
Why my soul cling to him! Why my angel wants him and my demon wants him too!
He certainly knows that I am here with my family, and despite that, he has not visited me yet, he did not ask about me at all, so it is clear that he doesn't want to see me.