BEGUN : Offgun Hanahaki Disease

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Off Jumpol Pov
“Love.. it comes at unexpected times. It’s easier to give love, than to be loved back.
It complicates things but humans like trivial
and unfamiliar emotions

like this.. I always recommend my clients to choose the operation process but
it’s not easy as it may sound. Now may I ask what's stopping you?

Gun was my previous patient. He is clearly living his new life well. It would be
a miracle if I could regain his feelings and memories for you.

I’m afraid, There’s no chance of him loving you back. I’m sorry.” Doc. Singto announced. It’s confirmed. Shock is an understatement.

Tay and I went outside to talk, get
some fresh air. We sat at the hospital bench in front of it’s vast green garden.

There were a lot of people but this one particular little kid caught my attention. He
was running around giving flowers. It was cute. “Peng?” I look at Tay.

“You’re so strong. I can’t express how painful it is for me.” My heart throbbed.
I feel sorry he had to go through like this again. I Feel sorry for everything.

“Tell me.. So we could feel the pain together.. after all it’s partly my fault
you’re in this situation.” how can he say that without looking at my face.

“..He ..was very good at playing hide and seek isn’t he? Or was it because I’m
dense? I couldn’t see that behind his smile was a kid torn apart into little

pieces just like the flower petals.. I wanted to say more . . I could have done more. Now, all I’m left with are unfulfilled regrets.
He was a light to me..

A moving force to get me going.

Peng, I can’t fathom
life without him. I feel so empty.. I love him.. I love him because he tried to
break my walls.

I thought I could never love again but he proved me wrong. I can't live my mornings without him. I can't live without him..
Peng.

And you know what? I deserve to dwell on these unreciprocated feelings
because I made him suffer for so long. I'm too selfish.

I hovered on my past
too much that I did not give importance to the love he was giving me."

My statement was interrupted when the boy I was looking at earlier approached me. "Free Roses for you sir." The kid smiled and his cheeks were red.

"Thank you, you're so kind" I accepted it. "My brother told me that flowers can grant
wishes. I wish that you could find your happiness sir." This little kid reminds

me of him, how charming.

"I have to go now, see you around!" he hopped energetically. "roses huh? I prefer sunflowers" Tay stated.

"Tay..I want to build a greenhouse."

"That will be wonderful." He was delighted. "Why?" He asked.

"I want others to know that there are flowers for those who want to see them,
bury me alongside them so that my soul can bloom in peace."

I found my
purpose.

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