2/5/2021
Your eyes.... They show so many emotions and all those emotions are My favorite thing about you
The flirty attitude you give me, your laugh, your smile.
God baby your eyes shine so much, your smart remarks to me make me laugh and smile and jump up in happiness
Your words....god your words.
They hit me in ways I would never think to hit.
Just a simple little text if I don't seem in a good mood helps so much.
Just you telling me that you promise to protect me helps so much and makes me feel so safe.
The look you give me if I'm trying to figure out how to respond to something you say to me, The little smirk as I blush and look away and cover my face
The way you make me feel....
You make me feel so passionate in how I feel
Although it's hard for me to tell you entirely about how I feel (and I may push you away at times if I worry about piling everything onto you), I trust you so much
I worry that I'm pushing you away so much at times because I get scared and I'm worried I'll screw everything up because this is my first healthy relationship in so long.
I don't want to screw this up.
You make me feel so safe
But at the same time, so scared that I will mess everything up and mess up our entire friendship along with it
Because I really like you
God I could look at you and everything would be okay
I feel like nothing else matters when I'm talking to you
But at the same time, you worry me
I get worried that if you haven't responded all weekend, that I did something and you're just ghosting me
When that happens I get so worried, but then I just think to myself "oh he's probably busy"
But I can't help but think you've ghosted me, because I've been so used to getting used and manipulated that that has been my normal for so long
That kind of love and relationships were so easy
But it hurt so much when they left....
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Unspoken Words Of An Ambivert
PoetryThis is all the poetry ive wrote compiled into one, ill probably sort through them and sort them later.
