𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲|| 𝐕.𝐇 (𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠)

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I heard him shouting, "Jule, don't walk away while I'm talking to you!!!" as I walked down the alley, ignoring him. I'm not going to lie, Something inside of me yearns to interact with him and know what he has to say. because He seems to be just good at one thing which is talking.

Perhaps he was actually ready to apologize. Jesus, what exactly am I saying? Even if he knew he was wrong, Vinnie would never apologize. Probably he wanted to accept his responsibilities because he is expecting a child. No, I severely doubt that theory.

I'm aggravated. I don't know what he wants with me. First, he said he can't raise the baby with me. and he's not ready to be a father. yet he was kissing and breathing down my neck. is he expecting me to run into his arms after what he did to me? after all that he caused me?

anyways, I continued to walk down the hallway till I got to class, the lesson was already over and everyone left, except for the teacher. " Excuse me, Ma'am,"

" it's okay, class is already over," she answered as she stood up from her chair.

I packed my stuff and headed to the door, " Are you okay," she said stopping me to walk out of the room, I turned around and nodded my head, With the exact same smile I've been giving to everyone who asked me that question.

" You can always talk to me sweety, I'm here and I'm ready to listen to you," she added as she walked closer towards me.

" uhh... Th .. thank you so much I guess," I muttered trying to hold my tears in their places.

she couldn't hide the sympathetic look she had on her face before I made my way to the hallway. it doesn't matter anymore, to be honest, I've been dealing with this for two weeks and five days I guess.

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I was sitting with Marshall, Liya, and Jordan as usual at lunch, I couldn't eat anything of what they were serving so I was just drinking orange juice I brought from home, " We should go and watch some movies someday, I m bored as fuck," Jordan suggested.

"I'm down," Marshall and Liya said as they looked at me, I was about to answer but I heard an annoying voice calling my name, " Well well well if it isn't the bitch herself," Emily said as we all turned around to face her.

" Go away Emily," Jordan hissed.

" Liya, I suggest you watch your man because if you don't you might lose him for this little whore,"

" There is only one whore in here Emily and we all know it's you," Liya snapped as she continued eating.

" You're only making yourself look like a clown Emily I suggest you leave," Marshall chuckled.

" or what? your little bitch will go and kill herself if I won't?"

If I was in my old days, I would run out of the restaurant and cry in the library, but no not this time, I stood up from my seat and stopped right in front of her.

'" What do you want Emily? you're still hurt because Vinnie broke up with you? alright, I get it, I'm a bitch for sleeping with someone and getting pregnant, I'm okay with that, call me a whore I don't mind, it's not going to chase me forever, I won't remember this tomorrow, but you running after a guy who honestly told you that he's just with you for sex, what does this makes you? bullying me and telling me to go kill myself, what is this called?" I said with a really comfortable tone.