My Bad Boy✔

No Good (Edit)

Jungkook

I walk over to the bar and glare at Patrick. "Trick, what the fuck did you say to Seokjin", I ask angrily. He smiles like the cocky asshole he is. "I told him the truth Jungkook, that you are a dog in heat who goes home with a new bone every night, and to stay clear of you", he says wiping down glasses. "Why would you say that", I say grabbing his shirt collar. "Am I lying Jungkook. He is not the one you take home, fuck and forget the next day. He is way more than that. You can see hope in his eyes. He's the type of guy you take home to mom, settle down and have kids with. Stay away from him Jungkook, he is not one of your brainless holes that hang out here", he says pushing my hand away.

I'm mad, not for what he said, but because he's right and I hate him for it. I just don't know if I can stay away from Jin now. I've tasted him and I need more. I head outside and sit on my bike, pulling my phone out of my pocket and realizing Jin saw a text from that chick I was with the other night. I didn't even give her my number. She must have gotten it when I was in the bathroom. Fuck, maybe I should stay away from him, I will only take what I want and then hurt him, I always do. But I text him anyway...

Jungkook - Did you make it home. Are you okay?

Seokjin - Yes, and I'm fine

Jungkook - I was really happy you walked into the bar tonight

He doesn't answer right away, maybe because he doesn't feel the same thing I did. I text Yoongi and tell him I'm heading back to the apartment. I didn't feel like sticking around anymore.

Seokjin - Sorry Taehyung called to check on me. Why were you happy.

When I get home I see Jin responded and I actually smile.

Jungkook - When I saw you at the mall, I was really attracted to you and wished I could talk to you.

Seokjin - Instead you drove a girl home

Jungkook - That was my cousin and her friend. I know what Patrick told you and I feel like shit that you think badly of me. 

Seokjin - It's none of my business what you do

That may be but your opinion really matters to me, I think to myself. I am not sure how to respond so I strip down and take a shower. After getting out and getting dressed I see that girl sent another text, so I invite her over. This is the first time regret hits me and I want to text her back to say forget it, but she lives in this building too and is already knocking on my door. "Fuck". I groan. I open the door and she walk right to my room. She tries kissing me, but I avoid her lips. I dont want that and I am not sure why. I tell her to just blow me and leave.

She isnt happy about that and gets even more upset when I call her the wrong name. She's crap at giving blow jobs, no wonder I didn't remember her. What a waste of time. I tell her to leave when Yoongi walks in. "Why the hell is she here. You didn't seal the deal with Jin", he asks. I shook my head, "what about you, Jimin didn't fall for your bullshit." "No, he had to get home to Jin, I guess he's having a bad night. I like him, we are going out again", Yoongi says. "Min Yoongi becoming a person man", I tease.  "I think he is actually worth it. I'm going to bed, I'm exhausted. I have a bike to work on in the morning", he says yawning.

This is the first time I have ever laid in bed, not being able to sleep, thinking about someone. I wonder why Jimin had to be with Jin. To say I was worried was an understatement, he has invaded my thoughts since the mall. Trick is right, Jin is special and doesn't deserve an asshole like me. That thought makes me sad, because my selfish ass doesn't want anyone else to have him either. The way he kissed me made me believe in happily ever after and that never happens. He tastes and smells so good that I want that everyday. 

At 5am I am still awake when I get a text message...

Seokjin - I'm sorry about that last text, that was very rude of me to say. I hope you have a good day.

Damn, what is he doing to me. I debate if I should answer back. I really should leave him alone, he needs to find someone who will love only him. I set my phone down, roll over and finally fall asleep. I wake up about 2 in the afternoon, checking my phone but there was no messages. So I text Yoongi...

Kook - You still at the shop

Yoon - No at the park with Jimin and his friends, they are playing soccer and BBQing, you should stop by.

Kook - Maybe, send the info.

I shower and get dressed in my usual Black jeans, black T-shirt and leather jacket. Hopping on my bike, I head over to the address Yoongi sent me. Stopping at the far end of the park I just watch from afar, not letting anyone know I am there. I see Jin running around kicking the ball to Namjoon and laughing. I then notice a guy that wasn't at the bar last night grab Jin around the waist and carry him, making Jin scream and laugh.

I smile when I hear his laugh. It's so crazy and adorable, but then jealousy hits my chest when the guy sets Jin down and holds him around the waist. Jin's smile is hypnotic, and I find myself staring at him, wanting to be near him, wanting to touch him. Even if it's just holding his hand. He pulls away from the guy and runs after Taehyung, stealing the ball from him and scoring. He jumps up and down and Jimin hugs him. I see Yoongi sitting on the picnic table watching them and laughing.

They all sit down to eat. Jin serves everybody and was the last to sit down. Of course he made sure everybody had food before himself. I close my eyes and picture being with him like that, married, kids running around, carrying him to our room and having him every way possible, whenever I want. I would be the luckiest asshole in the world if he were mine. Thinking back to last nights kiss, feeling his hard cock against mine is driving me crazy. I get up and walk over to my bike. Taking a deep breath to stem the pain in my chest. I get on and drive away.