Miu x Reader (female) [finished]

☘︎𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏☘︎

OKAY I DONT WANNA KEEP YOU WAITING SO HERE ANOTHER CHAPTER
DONT WORRY KIDDOS, MOMMA WILL FIX THIS SH*T SHE CREATED

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9𝚝𝚑 𝙰𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕

~Y/n P.O.V.~

I woke up this morning, it was raining outside. I looked to my left, Miu not there. I remembered how yesterday has been.
I miss her.
This is the first time that we ever fought. It was all because of him.
He messed it up. Why did he do that?

The words that were said yesterday repeated over and over again, I felt the urge to cry. Miu would've always been by my side. Not anymore.

My phone started ringing, it was my alarm for today. I woke up before my alarm rang, huh?
I dont wanna go to school. I can't deal with this shit right now. I need to fix things with Miu. I dont have much time to waste.
I should go over immediately.

.•°Miu°•.

Yesterday
Miu, I'm so sorry for what happened today

Please pick up the calls
(Read)

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I sighed. I have to try again now maybe she finally feels better.

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.•°Miu°•.

Today

Miu I'm comming over to you
We need to talk about what happened yesterday
If you dont want to talk then just tell me
I'll leave you some time alone

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I'll just head over to her. I can't just destroy years of friendship because of shit like that.

I got dressed really quickly, not minding to make myself some food. I ran over to her place as fast as possible, we need to fix this.
I'm not letting our friendship die like that.

Not now.

Not today.

And not in the future.

As I arrived there, I knocked on the door. I heard something moving, it was her.

"Miu please open the door. We need to talk this out. I'm so so sorry for yesterday."

"Go away. I dont wanna talk." She answered. She sounded so sad, completely finished with this world.

"I'm worried. You dont sound good Miu."

"Please...Y/n...just leave..."

"...okay, if you want to.
Please text me once you feel like talking okay?"

"..."

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.•°Miu°•.

Okay

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"I will go now. Take care and eat something, okay? Bye.."

And like that, I walked back home. I didn't mind making something to eat, just went upstairs and laid down onto my bed.
Without knowing, I started crying. It hurts so much... I just want to help her at least once in her life.
She was always there for me, so why can't I be there for her as well?

I started to cry uncontrollably, hugging my pillow as a comfort. Thinking that Miu isn't even here to be instead of the pillow just made it worse.

"I miss her so much..."

~Miu P.O.V.~

"I will go now. Take care and eat something, okay? Bye.."

After they said that I broke down. I've been crying past the night, thinking of my actions again and again. They came over here to talk this out and I just sent them away.

I need them. I've never needed them as much as I do today.
That day when they helped against the bullying. The first time someone understood me and helped me out.
That day when all that bullying stopped.
The day I took their soft and warm hand.
The days where they were always next to me.
The day I comforted them because their little turtle passed away.
These days where they always made me breakfast.
The Sunday two days ago where everything was still perfect.
The Sunday I placed a kiss onto her cheek.

Why did it turn out like this??
Why did I have to mess it up so hard???
Why do I ruin everything????
Why..?

I felt sick in my stomach as I ran over to the toilet and puked.

I'm so weak..
I know that and yet I sent them away.
I love their comfort.
I love their smell.
I love the food they make.
I love everything about them.
They're so perfect.
And yet I'm here, selfishly locked into my house. They're sad because of me.
Because I 'wanna be alone'.
I- I need to contact her.
I cant keep it up like that anymore.

I'm too...addicted to them..
I think I finally know what that feeling is.

I fell in love with them.

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Ayeeee another chapter
Yall love me sm I see it through your souls.
Like I said dw, I will fix it.
In a few chapters everything will be fine again, dw.
Like someone requested to have atleast 15 chapters before they actually date sooo yeah I'm just trying to keep them up lmaoo
I hope you enjoyed it <33
-Author-chan