The unknown sender

Regrets

Castiel's POV:

I sat in my first hour after being punched by Winchester, the schools fucking nerd! He sometimes pisses me off with his good grades, but I don't hate or dislike him.

I regret having my friends bully him and hurt him, if I could stop the past I would. I feel bad for how much I put him through, I go into my binder and take out another paper but this time I write on it.

~Hey, I'm sorry...for everything. Can you forgive me?

I put it in the back of Dean's shirt and Dean flinches he turned around and looked at me, with wanting to yell at me.

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"What the hell man..."

"Just look in your shirt nerd."

"Asshole..." Dean muttered under his breathe but I heard him and smirked.

I watched him pull it out and read it, I watched him write on it and he crumbled it up throwing it at my face. I smirked and opened it up,

'Fuck you Novak, I will never forgive you for bullying me from seventh to now. I hate you.'

I felt hurt, I put him through all that pain that I didn't realize he now hates me.

'What can I do to make you not hate me?'

I put it in his shirt again and he pulled it out reading it, and writing again. He threw it at my face again and I just find that funny,

'Just leave me alone, there's nothing you can do to fix what you did to me all those years.'

'What, I can change that?' I put it back in his shirt and now I kind of realize I'm making him angrier.

He read it and turned around, "What would you tell me that could change that?"

"I...Uhm...never mind."

"Okay then leave me alone." I watch him turn around.

I open up my phone and go to Instagram, I look around and then look back to my phone.

SteveRodgers23: Hey, do you really want to know my real name?

BuckyBarnes67: Yes I do.

SteveRodgers23: I will tell you at the end of the year.

BuckyBarnes67: Why? Why not now?

SteveRodgers23: You won't like me, and I want to get to know you and you know me more. Before I tell you who I am and if I tell you now you won't talk to me anymore.

BuckyBarnes67: Why would you say that?

SteveRodgers23: I'm not your type of crowd, I will tell you when I know it's safe for me.

BuckyBarnes67: Safe?

SteveRodgers23: My family is religious, my friends are homophobic. And the school will think less of me.

BuckyBarnes67: Rodgers are you okay, if they do you can stay with me. Please I want to be with you in person.

SteveRodgers23: You are, were in the same room.

BuckyBarnes67: Please...

SteveRodgers23: I'm sorry Dean.

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I sigh quietly and class starts, I look at Dean and his hair is messy. It looks unbrushed, I grab my pencil and hold the tip.

I poke Dean in the side and giggle seeing him squeal and bounce, he turned around to me and glared.

"Hi." I wiggle my fingers and smile at him.

"What do you want?!"

"Oh someone is snappy."

"You know what Novak."

"What?!" I bend forward and put my chin on my hands and smile.

"You're so annoying!"

"Awww did I fluster the nerd?"

"I will hit you."

"Do it. I'll hit back."

Dean looks at me and pulls me by my leather jacket, "You know the worst people to get angry...?"

"Who is that Dean."

"Nerds, we're quiet and when you piss off a quiet person you don't know what they will do." Dean makes eyes with me and I'm terrified.

"Okay...I..I'm sorry Dean..."

Dean let's go of me and turns back around, I can't but help how cute he was. "Dean..." I lean forward and whisper.

"What?!" Dean turns around and whispered but very angrily.

"Can you be my project partner? I will do more work then you so you can trust I'm not going to use you for a good grade."

"Fine. Now leave me alone right now, I'm tired of turning around."

*

"Okay class partner up and work on the project."

*

I watch Dean stand up and move his desk beside me, I see him pull out his phone and get on it. He sets his phone down a little after and my phone gets a notification.

I grab my phone and see, Dean messaged me I can't text him back he might find out. I set my phone on to the screen and we work on it on the computers.

Dean's knee touched mine on accident from him shaking his leg. I grab his knee with my hand and he looks at me, "Calm down, you're fine."

"Let go of me..."

"Sorry, listen I want to get you to like me. I'm not a bad person, well I am..but I don't want to be." I let go of him.

"Try and change my mind, because right now I hate you."

I look around and no one is paying attention to anyone around the room, I look back to Dean and look at him in his eyes.

I take off his glasses and now he can't see, he started to hyperventilate being terrified from what I'll do. I lean next to him and whisper, "Dean, I want to be your friend. Please you're safe near me and I'll make sure no one lays a hand on you."

I put his glasses back on and look at him, "You'll call them off?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Like I said, you're a good person and don't deserve to be treated like this."

"You've never said that?"

"I didn't....?!"

"No..."

Dean looks at me confused and a little shocked, he pulls out his phone and starts texting someone. My phone buzzes and lights up against the desk. He turns it over and sees his username.

He sees and lets a tear fall, "Oh god!" He covers his mouth and looks at me, he shakes his head and runs out of the room.

"Fuck...." I cover my mouth and I feel stupid I should of put my phone in my bag.