19~Aman's Funeral

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Roshni and Aman walked out of the court and went somewhere alone to talk, Roshni looked sadly at Aman and cupped his cheek.

R:Allah knows best, Aman agar tumhari khushi isi mein hai na ke tum is dunia ko chhor kar apni asli jagah par chalay jao,toh mujhe koi problem nahi hai, tumhe tumhari puri family mil jaye gi, mera kya hai? Ek din wahan main bhi ajaungi.

Aman took her hand from his cheek between his palms and kissed it.

A: ek din tum aao gi wahan, jaanta hoon main, par yaar main tumko bohat miss karunga, ek pal ke liye bhi tumhe nahi bhool paunga, you are my life.

She smiled.

R: kaash ke ye lamha yoon hi tham jaaye, kaash ke tum wapis ajao or phir kabhi na jao, hum shahdi karein, or humare pyaare pyaare babies ho'n

A: main bhi yahi chahta hoon, lekin kabhi jab baarish aaye,toh tum yoon samajh lena ke boondo'n mein main hoon,subah jab tum ko dhoop sataye, toh yoon samajhna ke kirno'n mein main hoon, main kuchh kahoon ya na kahoon, tum mujh ko sada sunti rehna, main hawao'n mein lipta rahoon ga aur tumhe chhoo ke guzar jaunga, agar man ho na toh rok lena, main tumhare honto'n pe thehr jaun ga, main dikhoon ke na dikhoon, tum bas mujhe mehsoos karti rehna,bas jaane se pehle itna hi hai tum se kehna

They leaned closer to each other looking intensely in each other eyes, Roshni cupped his cheeks and he held the back of her head, their lips met passionately and got locked into a kiss of eternity, where the world didn't exist between them, where only love existed, where life and death couldn't separate them, where they could live forever in each others arms enjoying the blessing of love.



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Aman's bruised and battered body was given to Roshni’s family once it was bathed and once namaz e janazah was done, Roshni caressed his hair and touched his bruises.

R: Allah knows best Aman, tum aainda apni zindagi lambi likhwa kar aana haan, kiun ke main ye baar baar bardaasht nahi kar paun gi

A: ab agar tum aisay roti raho gi toh main jaun ga kaise? Main chahta hoon tum mujhe hass kar vida karo.

Roshni stood up and caressed his face and smiled through tears and hugged him tightly, he hugged her back.

R: I love you Aman, I really love you a lot, tum jaante ho na ke mere dil mein kabhi tumhare liye nafrat nahi thi? Bas dil toot gaya tha, humare break up par mujhe itna dukh nahi hua jitna tumhe marta hua dekh kar hua, jo log apni zindagi mein itni mushkilaat jheltay hain na, vo apni afterlife aaram se guzaar paate hain, Bhagwan tumhari aatma ko shaanti de, aur tumhe swarg mein jagah milay,itni beautiful ke tum is dunia ke baare mein sab bhool jao, phir jaise hi wahan jao, toh khushi se apni family ko hug kar lo, bas tum mere baare mein ziada mat sochna na mujhe ziada yaad karna, main phir bhi tum se connected rahoon gi, tumhari pearl bracelet ke through, lekin shayad na reh paun, tum ko kya lagta hai?

A: pearl bracelet ke through nahi Roshni, hum ek doosre ke dil se connected rahengay, apnay jazbaat se connected rahengay, chahay jitni bhi udaasi ho, hum khush phir bhi ho lengay, kiun ke zindagi haseen hi thi, hai, or humesha rahegi, Roshni dil toh mera bhi nahi kar raha jaane ko, lekin phir apni family ki yaad bhi bohat aa rahi hai aaj, lekin phir jaun ga toh tumhari yaad aaye gi

They broke the hug.

R: family se badh ke kuchh nahi hota Aman, vo dekho, surprise

She pointed at a direction and he saw Buddy running to him and barked, he smiled and sat down and Buddy hugged him as if saying not to go.

A: Buddy, ab mujhe jana ho ga, jaanta hoon tu nahi reh paaye ga mere bagair, lekin Roshni bhi tujhse bohat pyaar karti hai, vo bhi tera utna hi khayal rakhegi jitna ke maine rakha



Buddy moved away and turned its back towards him showing his displeasure. Roshni sat down in front of him and was about to hug him.

A: Roshni nahi, dogs ko aisay front se nahi side se hug kartay hain

R: okay

Roshni sat on his side and hugged him and was about to pat his head.

A: Roshni sarr pe kabhi pyaar nahi kartay in ko, nahi toh ye aur aggressive ho jatay hain, sirf back pe kiya karo

R: oh

Roshni rubbed its back.

R: Allah knows best,dekho Buddy, he knows you so well, in fact he loves you a lot, he doesn't wants to go but he will have to go.

A: Roshni, mujhe pata hai ye kaise khush ho ga

Roshni left him and Aman begin to sing.

Tu jo rootha toh kaun hansega
Tu jo chhuta toh kaun rahega
Tu chup hai toh yeh darr lagta hai
Apna mujhko ko ab kaun kahega

Tu hi wajah
Tere bina bewajah bekar hoon main
Tera yaar hoon main
Tera yaar hoon main

Aaja ladein phir khilono ke liye
Tu jeete main haar jaun
Aaja karein phir wohi shararate
Tu bhaage main maar khaun

Mitthi si woh gaali teri
Sunne ko taiyaar hoon main
Tera yaar hoon main
Tera yaar hoon main
Tera yaar hoon

Finally Buddy turned towards him and he was very emotional and hugged him.

A: Buddy, please mujhe ziada miss na karna, Roshni ke saath new memories banana, vo bohat help karegi tumhari, tumhe heal kar de gi

Buddy moved away and turned towards Roshni wagging its tail. Roshni bent and forwarded her hands towards him, he too held his hands.

R: good boy, very good boy

A: Roshni, hum Muslims mein yahi concept hota hai, ke jo marr jaye,us ki jab yaad aye toh us pe fatiha parh dena chahiye, us se na roz mujhe or tumhe sawab milega, or humesha meri magfirat ki dua maangti rehna,  please, mujhe sukoon mil jaye ga

R: hmm

Roshni looked at his body as it was placed 2 feet under the ground, he was laid on his side. She took the shovel and filled mud in it and threw it over his body till he was fully buried, she took the water can and poured it over the soil dampening it and took some flower petals and showered it over his grave with a heavy heart and prayed for his forgiveness. She turned to Aman and they kept looking at each other till sun rays took him away to an unseen world, where we get to live forever.

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