𝐑𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

𝟏𝟗.

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐍𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧.                                𝐖𝐜: 𝟏𝟎𝟔𝟕

𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝟓𝐭𝐡, 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟔
𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐡 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬

"So are you two talking?" Dejah asked whilst we watched friends

"Nope he's a cunt and I'm done with him." That was a lie, If Jade called I'd be there in a heartbeat. I was just upset with him at the moment

"Really because you said that last time." She said trying to be shady but ignored it

"Well, I'm serous this time," I said rubbing my stomach. He was getting fussy but we still had ten days until he was due the doctors said he most likely will come earlier

"I can't believe you're going to be a mother." She gushed dropping the subject and I was grateful

"Me too sometimes I don't release that I'm having a whole human it's still new to me."

"Yeah, but you'll get used to it in no time." She said with a smile

"I know." I agreed and she nodded saying nothing more, for the rest of the roving we did nothing but watch Netflix and eat snacks

"Thanks for always being here."
"We're best friends no matter what I'll always be here." She said hugging me

𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐀𝐜𝐞 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐞

"What is he doing here Kian?" My grandmother asked my dad

"He's here to talk mama."
"Talk." Was all she said sitting down

"I'm having a kid." I started and her face turned

"And I'm working on finding a job."
"What does this have to do with me?"

"Please stop," I said
"Stop what Jade I told you I won't support you."

"I-I need you right now mama," I said my voice cracking I felt so lost and I tried to ignore it but I couldn't pretend anymore

"Come here." She whispered after a minute of silence

"I don't know what to do." I cried hugging her and she hugged me back hushing me softly

"It'll be alright sometimes we have to feel to learn but baby life gets better it does I promise." She whispered in my ear

"I'm sorry."
"I know I know I forgive you." She whispered hugging me even tighter

"Whatever you are going through god will be by your side just don't give up on him." She whispered stroking through my hair but god knows I was tired