We'll Be Tonightless(Ricky Horror FanFic)

Chapter 15

I woke up, the leftover makeup from yesterday making me feel very unclean.
I looked at the time and it was 4pm, Ray had long gone, because she had left a cute little note.
"Time to get this shit off of my damn face." I said to myself.
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After my long, relaxing shower, I fed my animals and cleaned the house once again.
I heard my phone make a noise, signaling I had received a text.
I unlocked my phone and saw I had a text from Ricky.
"Hey, just wanted to tell you that...I'm hungry."
I laughed and replied with; "Then go eat silly."
"But they can't feed me like you feed me. c;" He said, turning me on slightly.
"When you get home, but until then, get your own food, and masturbate like a normal human." I replied.
"Okay, I love you." He said and I smiled.
"I love you too."
I set my phone down and cooked something I found in the cabinets that looked good.
After I finished eating, I put on a plain black shirt that was Ricky's, black ripped skinny jeans, blacked out vans, a black beanie, and a black leather jacket.
I put on black eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara.
I grabbed my phone and keys, locked up the house, and drove to the tattoo shop to get a few tattoos.
After I got them, I drove around and shopped at some places and bought more black shit, not that I needed anymore than I already have.
When I got home, I was in the process of putting everything up when I got a call.
"Hey, Nicole, this is Mrs. Olson. I'm sorry to tell you this b-but...uh...R-Ray...-" she said before I cut her off.
"What about Ray? Is she okay? What happened?" I asked, freaking out.
"Sh-she c-committed...s-suicide." She stuttered out, clearly crying.
I dropped my phone, the tears making their way out of my eyes.
I put my hand over my mouth, suppressing a sob.
I picked my phone up and hung up, immediately calling Ricky next.
"Ricky." I sobbed out, falling to my knees.
"What's wrong? What happened?" He asked, worried.
"Ray...k-killed hers-self." I stuttered, unable to speak properly.
"S-she what?" He asked after a long pause, his voice cracking horribly.
"She k-killed herself." I sobbed out loudly, breaking down.
I heard the other line go dead and I cried even harder.
I gathered up strength and stood up, leaning against the counter, I called back Mrs. Olson.
"W-where are you right now?" I asked, sniffling.
"My house. They already took her away and tried to save her but she took too many pills to recover and they had been in her system too long to retrieve them." She said, straining her voice to sound strong.
"Y-you want me to come over there?" I asked, struggling to not sob.
"Please." She pleaded.
"Okay, I'm on my way. Don't do anything you might regret later." I said, hanging up directly after.
I got into my car then sped off to the house I used to live at.
"I'm here Mrs. Olson." I said, tear flooding my eyes quickly.
"In here dear." She said, sounding like she's been crying for hours.
I ran into her arms and we both bursted into tears.
"She left a note...it was more to you than anyone else." She finally said, wiping her nose with a tissue.
"Dear Nicole and everyone else, I'm sorry to do this. I loved you all and I wanted you, Nicole, to know that I couldn't make myself become happy. I've tried for months to find a source of happiness, but I couldn't ever find one. You were my last hope and I wasn't even happy while having fun with you. I'm sorry to do this to you all, I love you, goodbye."
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