We'll Be Tonightless(Ricky Horror FanFic)

Chapter 6

A week or two had passed and I haven't said anything to Ricky since I told him I hated him.
I never saw him again after that day either.
I asked Mrs. Olson and Ray and they said he was here, just in his room.
He never played his music out loud anymore either.
I was currently sitting in my room, listening to Slipknot and reading A Tell Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe.
It was a very good writing, especially how he told about him killing the old man only because of his evil eye.
I became hungry so I turned off my music, set down my book, and left my room.
I ran into Ricky as he was going to the bathroom.
He wouldn't look at me but I saw his face. He looked horrible; as if he'd been crying nonstop for days.
I shrugged it off-maybe girlfriend problems-and grabbed something to eat.
I barely ate half of it because I have eating problems.
"Mrs. Olson, can I borrow your car?"
"Sure sweetie. Don't be too long though." She said and gave me her keys.
I changed real quick and left to the salon.
I got my hair done and left back to the apartment.
My hair was white, snow white.
I gave Mrs. Olson her keys and thanked the compliments on my hair from her and Ray then went to my room.
I decided to text Ricky.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Aren't you supposed to be hating me?" He asked in reply.
"No..." I replied back, the guilt eating away at me on the inside.
"Eat shit." He said and I never responded.
I calmly set my phone down and sighed.
"Good job Nicole, you fucked things up with the boy you love." I said to myself, not bothering to be quiet.
I grabbed some pajamas and went to the bathroom for a shower.
I hadn't cut since my attempt, I was holding back for Ricky.
I didn't want to break our promise anymore.
I set my clothes down and stripped. I stepped in the shower and let out a sigh of relief.
I was in the middle of washing my hair when I heard the bathroom door open and close.
"Hey Ray can I talk to you?" I heard Ricky's voice.
Holy shit.
Me and Ray sounded the same sometimes when I tried so I tried and said, "Sure. What about?"
I continued washing my hair as we carried on.
"Nicole. I love her so much but she hates me and I'm sure I've lost all hope with her because I told her to eat shit when she texted me earlier." He said.
My heart skipped a beat.
What?
I rinsed my hair and popped my head out of the shower curtain and looked at him.
"Really...?" I asked in my voice.
"Nicole! I thought you were Ray!" He said, surprised.
"Obviously." I said, getting lost in those beautiful eyes of his.
He locked the door and came closer to me, then surprised me with a long kiss.
He pulled away and stripped. He then proceeded to get in the shower with me.
He grabbed me by the waist and kissed me again, just rougher this time.
He pressed his body against mine and I felt his hardened member.
One thing led to another and we ended up having shower sex.
He was the first guy I trusted like that since I had gotten raped.
I was surprised it didn't scare the hell out of me when he locked the bathroom door.
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