"I'm a monster, I might hurt you."
"Jasper, you could never hurt me, please."
"There is too much darkness in my world, I could not live with myself if I let you in."
"Then let me be your light."
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Alice has been on my mind all day, I haven't been this confused in a while, she saw my mate coming and yet said noting about it, she knows I love her and nothing could ever change that, my mate is most probably human, how does she know that she'll even accept me, what if she rejects me? What if she wants nothing to do with me? I grow more anxious as I keep thinking of rejection, she wouldn't want to be with someone who could hurt her and put her life at risk, she wouldn't want someone like me. I'm a monster.
I need to find Alice, we can talk this out and fix everything right, yeah that's it, we'll fix our relationship, we'll be fine. We will be fine.
It's currently lunch, I'm hoping to find Alice and talk things through with her before it's too late.
Walking through the hall, I see her standing by her locker, "Alice," I breathe out, "we really need to talk, please." I plead.
"Jazz there really is nothing to talk about, you're going to meet her and then you'll understand why I had to break us up. She literally made for you. You're going to love her, she's an angel." She responded with a smile.
How is she so accepting of this? Does she not care about us?
"Do you not care? Did we not mean anything to you?" I question lowly, frustrated.
"Of course I care Jazz, that's why we had to break up. I love you, you know I do, but you're going to love her more. She's going to be your world Jazz, you just need to allow yourself to feel for her," she looked at me smiling softly.
"Now lets go for lunch they're waiting on us." she said.
"I'll catch up, go without me, umm yeah, go." I whispered.
I watched as she walked in the direction of the cafeteria, I started walking the opposite way.
I've had a lot of heartbreak in my life but this is just one of those moments I'm failing to grasp. It's really over.
As I walk I smell that scent again, it's coming one of the lockers. The scent is very alluring, how come I've never smelt this before. Do we have a new student? Whoever this new person is smells delicious, what perfume is this?
I reach the locker and sit in front of it, it's calming, I sigh out loud.
This day has been a complete mess, I'm a complete mess, what am I going to do without Alice, I need her.
"Hi," great I'm hearing voices now, it's beautiful though, I wouldn't mind listening to it all day, very calming, I think to myself, "are you okay?"
I jump up startled, looking up in front of me, wait there actually is a person here. Oh my she's gorgeous, an absolute angel, her eyes stare deeply into mine.
I feel enslaved, like I could never look away and I would be okay with that, looking into her dark pools filled with emotion, she looks confused almost as if she does not understand what is happening right now.
"I'm Micha." she introduces, she smiles at me, she's blushing. I'd probably be red if I had any blood in me.
"Jasper," I start off, "Jasper Hale."
I stand up to shake her hand, I extend my hand towards her and she grabs it, it's warm, like fire almost.
She giggles pulling away, "Your hand is really cold, you should wear gloves." she said giving me a hypnotic smile.
I chuckle softly, "I'll take that into consideration, little miss." I smile at her short height.
"I am not that short, I'm like 5 foot 3 inches." she pouted cutely.
"Of course, that's not short at all." I tease sarcastically.
"Why were you sitting in front of my locker, you looked sad, are you okay?" she asked sweetly.
Oh now it makes sense, the scent coming from the locker intensified when she got here, I just didn't notice it, I was too busy staring.
"umm," I scratched my head, nervously. "my girlfriend broke up with me, I just needed to think for a bit."
"Oh, I'm sorry, do you want to talk ab..." the bell cut her off.
Lunch is over. She sighed and took her books out of her locker, History, I have History too.
"I'll walk with you." I smiled at her.
We started walking together, I just met my mate, and she's human.
