Sarvente's Mid-fight Crisis

The grand awakening (5)

I woke up today felling somthing was off when ruv saw me he had a shocked expression and he showed me a mirror MY DEMON WAS SHOWING I HAD WINGS WHERE THE VEIL WOULD BE HORNS GREW OUT OF SAID VEIL AND MY OUTFIT HAD MERGED WITH MY BODY I wasn't able to leave then I realised I am a demon nonone comes to my church no one has ever cared about except..... ruv! I fly over to him while walking to work and he says wait som- I kissed him before he could finish I tell him what I realised earlier even god had turned his back to me no one cared so I would just kill them all but my ruv of course so I kissed him and kept kissing and finally whent on a spree I'm sure far exceeding ruv's count then I fly back to church but *GASP* huff puff huff puff knock knock knock "hey sarv you okay" I open the door and hug ruv  "no please help I don't know whats wrong with me and I started sobbing ruv gently rocked side to side trying to get me to come down I was still needing a hug once I let go but he needed to got to work I say you should go to work he does and I stay at church sobbing in my bead the hole time once ruv gets home he hears me and imediatley runs over to me and seeing how nothing noticable is clean and my pillow is soaking wet he peices it together he starts huging me this time he asks whats wrong and I tell about my dream and tell him " *sniff* something is *hic* wrong with me I continues sobbing into my pillow he continues hugging me he says "no theres nothing wrong with you your perfect the way you are don't let some bad dream change that" I say "no one cares about me or my church they never will and never had and then he turns me face and says thays not true and don't you ever think that he contiues huging me ruv yes sarv look me in the eye ok kiss me "oka-... WAIT WHA- I kissed him you know what I said ruv you Are the only person to ever care about me or my dreams and ruv I love I love you to sarv and they continue hugging as sarv has finally realised dreams though being untrue have a little truth and sometimes that scares sarv espcally since she know she will long out live ruv unless...