April 15, 2021
A/N: I'm sorry, I tend to let the story drag on longer than intended. I initially wanted to make this only 1 part, but then with all the background stuff and the aftermath of things, I decided to chop it up into segments. This one contains the four younger brothers. ♡ Expect headaches and eye strain. Maybe even chopped onions, idk.
Idea from tisC51
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Satan ♡:Coming back from a RAD council meeting about student safety (which was covered a long time ago so I don't know why we needed to discuss it again), I cleaned up, changing into my house clothes.
I noticed some habits had changed. Sure, Mammon still snoops around the House, but it's much less frequent, and he gets scolded less. I also noticed Levi hasn't been active on his games and social media as often as he normally would. Lucifer's just Lucifer. Although I would occasionally walk by his room on purpose and hear sniffling, it's not like he won't get over it.. maybe.
Most books I wanted to read have lost some of their interest to me. Although I would occasionally curse some letters Lucifer gets here and there just for the fun of it. And for old time's sake. I remember that not too long ago, I cursed his bathroom's shower knob. Oh, sure, I was hung from the ceiling upside down and it sucked, but it was worth it. And then another time, I cursed one of the piano keys in the music room. I won't say which one, though.
Getting up, I went to one of my bookshelves and took out [Book Name]. It was the last book I remember reading with Y/N. They enjoyed it. "...This is my first time finishing a book this early," they said. I remember the characters, and how we laughed at how clueless some of them were.
When I looked around my room, I spotted their [f/c] sweater and neatly hung it next to where I keep my uniforms.
I sit down and open the book to the most memorable part and glance at their sweater. It just doesn't seem like they're really gone. I read the lines over and over again, the words soon feeling foreign to me. I read the chapter over, like I've done in the past nights until my head hurt and my vision blurred, distorting the images I saw of my room. As the tears ran down my face, my vision became clear temporarily before it blurred again.
I cried. I cried the whole night. And here I thought destructive love was only in books, a weird fantasy. Yet here I am, crying silently in my room.
I hope you're happy, smiling freely, wherever you may be.
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Asmodeus ♡:Coming back from a long day at RAD, I deserve to take a bath and rest. After all those pleasantries, I finish putting on my usual house clothes. In the House, I don't need makeup to look or feel pretty. Because I know they've accepted me, and self-love matters.
Y/N's not here anymore, and I miss them terribly, but what would people think if they saw me, the most beautiful and fabulous thing here, crying? Sure, it may be embarrassing, but I promise you, I cry beautifully too.
But underneath all this, is someone who's hurting. Sure, I love myself above all else, that makes me myself! But what if I told you that I love someone slightly more than I do me? That I would do anything I can to try and help that person? That believed I could do more than just look pretty? Someone who changed me, inside and out?
I miss Y/N so much that I hate myself for not going to try and check on them. But instead, I'm going to remember them using the things I have that were theirs.
Every time I go out, I secretly wear the [f/c] sweatshirt underneath. Actually, I'm wearing it right now.
Every time I'm going to do something in memory of Y/N, I'm going to wear their necklace. It's full of memories, good memories, precious memories! And I bet most of them were with me!
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