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Self harm , @buseif you are sensitive to these topics you may skip this chapter.
Cheer tryouts were over brinley packed up and walked to mallory's car. "Don't forget brinley tomorrow at 6 we're going to golf n' stuff." Tommy says running off to his motorcycle. "I won't." Brinley said going in mallory's car.
Mallory pulled up at Kristine's house we said our goodbyes then, We pulled up to my house. I grabbed my bags. "bye I'll see you tomorrow." brinley said waving. "bye see ya." Mallory said. I grabbed my keys and unlocked the door to see alcohol bottles everywhere. It was a mess.
I grabbed one of the bottles and put them in the garage. "where the hell were you?!" My father mumbled. He was obviously drunk. I knew I would get hurt if I make up an excuse. "I- I was at cheer tryouts dad." brinley said scared. Her father slapped brinley hard. Brinley held her hands to her cheek.
"oh yeah cheer, let me guess you went because you wanted to wear a mini skirt and show off to your guy friends, you slut." Your dad said. Brinley looked up to her dad's eyes slowly tears running down brinley's cheek.
her dad moved his hands to her chin making her head left up towards him. "why don't you go to your room for the night." my father said brinley could smell the alcohol in his breath. brinley runned upstairs locking her door.
This is what brinley had to deal with every night, every since we moved he's been like this but no one knew but Mallory or Kristine. The cobra's didn't know about brinley's daddy issues but everytime she went to school with a black eye. Brinley would try to make a excuse.
brinley's cheek was red and had a little cut on it. brinley looked in the mirror. Brinley titled her head and grabbed a razor. Believe it or not brinley may be popular and all but she though she was worthless. Everytime she came home those thoughts always come across her mind.
She may seem happy on the outside but don't be fooled, she was really hurting in the inside and the outside , she was just good at hiding it.
She was broken by all the damage her dad has put her through. She grabbed the razor and cut and cut. It burned. Brinley just left her wrist bleed. Brinley wrapped it up. Brinley looked in mirror and saw her Mascara smeared all over his face. Brinley toke a shower and went to bed looking out the window. The beautiful moon light shining down on her and stars surrounding the moon.
Brinley's alarm went off the next morning
Beep,beep,beep
Brinley slammed her hand on her alarm barely opening her eyes. brinley's door opened. "ugh it smells in here, how about you clean your room and door stairs." her father said closing her door.
Brinley looked around and didn't see a mess and it didn't smell. It smelled nice like roses. If anything the bad smell was him. Brinley though.
Brinley grabbed a black skirt and a grey crewneck sweater over. brinley grabbed her hair and pinned it with a clip. Brinley went downstairs and saw all of her father's bottles. What the hell this isn't even my mess.
Brinley thought since Mallory will almost be here, she would clean up the bottles. Brinley picked up the last bottle and put it in the garage. honk!
brinley's opened the door and turned around to go down the steps but saw Johnny's car. shit. I didn't know that they will be here how am I supposed to come with an excuse. Brinley thought.
"What are you doing here." Brinley said leaning against the car door. "Mallory asked to pick you up, she said you didn't have a ride." Johnny said. I swear to god Mallory. "She was my ride but it's fine." Brinley said sitting on the passengers side.
Johnny once in a while would like at brinley's cheek but he didn't ask and her wrist. "if you mind me asking what happened to your cheek and your wrist." Johnny said looking at brinley's cheek brushing his thumb against the cut.
"oh this it was nothing I accidentally ran into something but I'm fine and my wrist I actually cut myself with the knife while I was cooking." Brinley lied. Johnny looked at brinley weirdly he knew it wasn't that but he shrugged it off.
A/N:
Hope you enjoyed this chapter I wanted to make a chapter a little bit about brinley's home life and give you guys and idea of how she feels.
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Fanfic𝑅𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 - ⚠️TW⚠️ - smut - drugs - abuse - possible r@pe - self harm this is going to be a crazy story so if any of these TW are sensitive to you I suggest to skip the chapter which I will give in the story's I don't own anyth...