idont want to face him

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I didn't feel like going to school the next day. I wanted to stay home. But I'm gonna have to or my mom will abuse me. And yes, she does. Nobody knows though. And nobody ever will.

~Time skip to 8:00am~

Ok, I'm at school about to have a fucking panic attack. There's so many emotions going through my body right now. All of a sudden, Freddie came up to my locker.

Freddie: Hey are you okay?

Sam: no. I'm not.

Freddie looked at me with a nervous look.

Freddie: Something is wrong sam. I just know.

That moment he said that... I lost it. "I- I'm fine... Just leave me alone-" I started crying.

I walked over to the corner behind my locker and sat there and cried. Freddie walked over and sat down beside me.

Freddie: come here *softly lays sam's head on his shoulder* just tell me.

Sam: Nothing is wrong.

Freddie: when you cry like this something is bothering you. I know you Sam.

My heart was melting. He knows me I know he does, but he wants to know but I don't know if I wanna tell him. I probably need to.

Sam: I'm just broken.

Freddie: why?

Sam: ever since we broke up.

Freddie: aww Sam. I'm sorry. I've been messed up too actually.

Sam: you have?

Freddie: yeah. And I was wondering...

Sam: yeah?

Freddie: do you wanna get back together?

Sam: You still want me?

Freddie: Of course! I'll always want you!

Sam: Okay, yes I wanna get back together.

Freddie: good.

AHHHHH!!! We're back together!!! Freddie won't break me again. I know that. And if he does he's gonna get beat. He's my angel, my savior, my everything. that moment we heard Principal Franklin on the announcements.

Principal Franklin: There is a dangerous criminal in presence of the school! Get to a safe, protected location immediately!

I knew exactly who it was. My dad.

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