ithink I still have feelings ♡︎

ican't believe my eyes

All of a sudden The heart monitor started beeping again which meant... FREDDIE WAS ALIVE!!!! omfg!!! Freddie sat up slowly and said, "Sam? Is that you?" I replied happily, "yes baby it's me!" I hugged Freddie tightly while happily crying. "Don't cry baby!" He said in tears. "But your crying!" I replied emotionally. I was absolutely overjoyed during that moment. The doctor came in and said, "oh my god" in disbelief and then he fainted 😂. Me and Freddie were both in tears because we didn't know what was gonna happen! I thought I was going to lose him! "I thought I lost you!!" I said happily crying. "I would never let you lose me babygirl!" He said happily. This was insane.

~Time Skip~

Me and Freddie were back at his house now, everyone was absolutely overjoyed. Especially Mrs. Benson. She was crying the whole time. But honestly, everyone was. I couldn't stop hugging Freddie but Mrs. Benson kept saying, "Sam! You carry germs. Get off my Freddie!" I didn't listen obviously. Carly and Spencer were both crying when they saw Freddie was alive.

~Time Skip~

Me and Freddie decided to go to his room for a while. I sat on his bed and he sat next to me and put his arm around me. "I thought I lost you." I said sadly. "Listen to me ok? You would never lose me to anything. Ever." He replied calmly. He kissed me on my forehead and said, "Where's your cute smile?" I said, "I don't know." I looked at him trying not to smile or laugh. "I can see you trying not to smile!!" He replied playfully. He kissed me and I smiled.

I missed this. I'm so glad that Freddie survived this incident. As I've said before, My Freddie is a fighter. And he will fight through anything.