Off Limits

Chapter 19

Kylo sat legs crossed in the middle of his quaters with his eyes closed. Mediating was the only thing that brought him peace, well until you. As long as he could remember anger and hate surged through him. He rarely got to mediate, between training his knights, meeting with the supreme leader and other task were was the time? He was on the bridge annoying Hux and barking orders to make the bridge crew strink back with fear, when he saw you out of the corner of his eye. He turned his head to you and felt things slow down. You were fixing a panel on the wall that he damaged and were a few meters away from him.  A sense of calm like a wave washed over him. He stood there staring at you, unaware of Hux talking to him. "Ren! Ren! Did you hear me? I sai..." Ren held up a hand silencing him which made Hux glare at him, he ignored it as he kept his eyes on you. Hux started to speak again which made Kylo pull out his light saber and ignite it. Hux swallowed hard and took a step back hearing the anger buzzing. The noise made you look over with wide eyes. He gripped his lightsaber tight enough to hear his leather gloves squeak, Kylo stepped toward Hux slowly until he was in streaking distance and turned his head from you to him.

Kylo gritted his teeth and let out a heavy breath. "What...exactly do you dare say to me...Hux?...". Hux stared at Kylo with his mouth open and grew pale. He shook his head once and shut his mouth then placed his hands behind his back. Clearing his throat, he looked away from Kylo. "Just...leave Ren." Hux said coldy. Kylo smirked and deactivited his light saber. He brushed past Hux who quietly let out a sigh of relief and headed to the door to leave the bridge. As he passed you without turning his head glanced at you, you were facing the chard panel and manage to open it. He could feel your fear and felt something he hadn't felt in a long time. Regret. He turned his eyes from you and quicken his pace. The door opened with a hiss and a Stormtrooper was on the other side of the door. They were blocking Kylo path to leave, Kylo flicked his wrist and the Stormtrooper flew back and hit the wall behind them. Kylo ignored the yelp as they hit the wall and enter the hallway, he quickly made his way to his quaters. After the doors shut with a hiss, he yanked off his helmet and let it drop at his feet. He felt the anger surge him again, it was strange. He immeditaly activated his light saber not of anger but confusion and he hate to admitted...scared. The fact Hux interrupted him from experiencing more of the calm feeling annoyed him. He ran a gloved hand through his raven hair and let out a shakey breath. He had to know who you were.

Kylo walked over to the table that was beside his bed and grabbed his pad then sat on his bed. Hours later he threw his pad across the room, it shattered when it hit the wall. For some reason he could not access your file. Red letters saying Denied kept popping up. He got off his bed and left his quaters. He stomped down the halls until he found Phasma yelling at a Stormtrooper. "Phasma!" He barked. Phasma jumped and turned immediatly toward were she heard her name called out. Seeing that it was Kylo she quickly rushed to over to him. "Yes Commander?" Kylo kept walking. Phasma manage to keep up. "Who has access to the crews files?" He asked as he turned a corner. Phasma felt confused for a brief moment. The Commander never asked about the crew or who had access to them. She knew if she didn't answer he would punish her harshly. "General Hux sir." Kylo stopped in his tracks and turned to her. "Hux?!" He sneered. Of course he denied him. He found ever excuse to push his buttons. He growled and started to walk faster. Phasma stopped walking when he did and didn't follow him. She watched his cape whip around the corner and out of site. Kylo was almost to Hux quaters to demand him to let him see your file when a stormtrooper informed him Supreme Leader Snoke needed to talk to him. After snapping the stormtroopers neck out of anger he went to see Snoke.

Feeling rage surge through him he entered his quaters. The Supreme Leader Snoke read his mind and denied him from getting any files of the crew on the Starbase Killer. He was quick to hide what he felt when he saw you from Snoke. Hux was there to smirk at him which made his blood boil. After debriefing, Snoke dismissed him to talk to Hux. There was another way he can find out about you. He walked to the middle of his rooms and sat down with his legs crossed. He focused on you. You imagine flashed through his mind. He ignored the noise around him and slipped into a mediation. When he probed your mind the first time, you were getting ready for bed. Your thoughts were loud to him. You were going over what you had to get done tommorrow that you didn't get to finish today. A headache started from the back of your head to your forehead. You quickly finished getting ready and slid into bed. Kylo helped you fall immediatly to sleep. Kylo found himself in a green meadow with the wind blow gently. You were faced with your back to him and stepped up behind you. He placed a hand on your shoulder which made you turn around and face him. You started to say something when a loud noise woke you up. Kylo slammed his hands on the floor when he lost connect with you.

As day went by, he probed your mind, visited your dreams and learned everything about you. Your hopes, fears, regrets, happy and sad moments. He could no longer just hear your thoughts or visit you in your dreams. He found himself in your quaters when you were force to work late to fix some panels he purposely destroyed. He walked over to your bed and pulled his left hand glove off. He ran a hand slowly along your unmade bed. You were rudely awaken by a StormTrooper to help fix a door he destroyed because of Hux. It annoyed him when he lost connect that morning. He talked to you in the dream, making sure not to say who he was. You kept asking him which made him smile at you. He hasn't gave someone a true smile since he was a kid. Kylo pulled his left hand away from your sheets. He lifted his hands to his mask then Pulled his mask off and he let it drop on the bed with a thud. His hands went to your pillow and picked it up. He held it to his nose and enhaled deeply. Your scent invaded his nose which made him sigh happily. You smelled faintly sweet. Something he could not quite put his finger on. But it was enough to want more. He inhaled a few more times, your scent was addicting to him. He brought the pillow away from his face and frowned. He wanted to have something of yours, not a pillow. He let the pillow drop back on the bed and went over to the small grey dresser and opened the top drawer. He pulled out one of your plain black bra's. Smiling he stuffed the bra into his pocket, he went to shut the drawer when a pair of your underwear peeked out of the many other bra's. Snatching the black panties in his hand, he rubbed his fingertips along the fabric. Now this was more like it. He stuffed the panties in the other pocket and shut the drawer. Glancing around the room one last time, he grabbed his helmet off the bed and place it back on. He left your quaters feeling proud of the items he had. He knew you would not notice them missing.

After a long day he would take your panties and bra from were he kept them hidden then smell them. After awhile your scent faded so he destroyed a room so you would again work late so he could switch out the panties and bra's. He would have to be more careful this time. He would only take them out of hiding when he was desperate. Then again his temper was a normal thing so he could switch out the pair anytime he wanted. Now sitting in the middle of his quarters with is eyes closed and legs crossed, he probed your mind to find you. He immediatly felt your fear and panic and saw where you were. His eyes shot open and he leaped up. Grabbing his helmet he put it on as he rushed out the door. As he stalked down the hallway his knights came around one corner and walked behind him. His knights knew what he wanted and why. They walked to the hanger bay were his ship was ready. One of the knights use a intercom and told someone in the hangar bay to get his ship ready. Kylo was livid. His mother was talking to you, you knew who he was now and to add assualt to injury the rebel scum Poe Dameron and Hux had a thing for you. He would kill every rebel who stood in his way, even his mother.