Pretty.. weird eyes

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    It's Monday on the second week of ninth grade.. lunch time and I can't stop thinking about those luminescent green eyes and cakey golden skin. While I'm pale, with dull yellow eyes, damaged dyed green hair, with a boring style.

But I do have a pretty fantastic type of

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But I do have a pretty fantastic type of..person. She's always sitting in my seat in first period, but I'm too flustered to ask her to move so I sit behind her. Which does give me a pretty amazing sent of what smells of chocolate and.. lime? No matter what it is, it brightens my morning every day. My blush shows for miles, yet she hasn't noticed yet which I'm ok with. I have no friends, I never have. I have acquaintances.. yet they feel more like strangers. But I'm ok with being lonely, it makes good when the teachers don't make it a point to partner you up with anyone. I like being alone. Sadly she changes things. A lot.
Everyday when I get home, I race to my room to make some tea and do my homework. If I have any chance of passing my classes I need to finish all my homework I receive the day or night I do. I started the year two days late for personal reasons..
I don't usually go to sleep, it's hard for me to try. I stay up all night most days, or I pass out from stressing myself out. That's usually around 3 or 4 when I just give up. I haven't slept 8 hours a night sense I was 4. So that's hopeful.
I started smoking on my 12th birthday, my adopted dad got me a pack for my gift.. some say he's a bad father but he's all I got. He does however look nothing like me. He's got dark brown curly hair and bright yellow eyes, he's pretty rebellious and he's only got me too.

     That's our cat Crow, he's pretty wonderful, a bit jumpy though

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     That's our cat Crow, he's pretty wonderful, a bit jumpy though. A few years back he just showed up in our yard, and dad loves giving others new starts. He believes it's only fair, because the world did the same for him when he was in a bad place. I love them.

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