Stephanie's POV
I love Calum. I have loved him since the day I met him (as corny as it sounds) and I will love him until the day I die.
I would never intentionally hurt Calum. Hurting him would be like hurting a puppy, you just can't do it, but I did hide something very important from him...
The boys and I decided to not tell Calum that he got in the accident on our wedding day because we didn't want to put anymore stress than he is already going through. I mean, can you imagine finding out you are engaged and in a world famous band? Both on the same day? That would be stressful enough, much less finding out you were literally minutes from getting married...
We knew we would have to tell him eventually, but no one thought it would be this soon. Out of all of the things he could remember this had to be it...
"Calum, I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid it would freak you out..." I explain.
He looks at me with eyes full of disgust and anger. "It's my life Steph! You don't get to control what I know and don't know! When were you planning on telling me this?!?"
"I don't know, Calum. Please don't be mad at me, I was just trying to do what's best for you..." I defend.
"It's not your fucking decision to hide a major thing like this from me. This is a big deal!!! It's not fucking okay!!!!"
As the words leave his mouth tears leave my eyes. I never thought Calum would be this angry about this. I mean I didn't expect him to be totally okay with the fact that I hid this from him, but I didn't expect him to yell at me...
"Steph, I'm sorry...I just, can't believe you wouldn't tell me this..." He explains pulling me into a hug and kissing my head.
"Don't leave me Calum..." I say breaking the momentary silence.
I've gotten to the point to where I don't just want him, I need him. If Calum ever left me, I would fall apart. I never knew how much I loved him until he got in the crash...
Those days, those 6 and 1/2 days made me physically sick. I was a mess...I couldn't keep my shit together., I couldn't sleep or eat or even think straight.If Calum ever left me for real I don't think I could cope.
If didn't have Calum, I wouldn't have anything...
"I'll never leave you Steph." He says pulling me tighter.
And in that moment, I regained hope that everything will work out. Calum and I are gonna be okay, no matter how long it takes.
We are gonna be fine...
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(Authors Note: Short, but powerful. This book is messing with my emotions, I'm getting hard core Calum feels 😂😂. Anyways, thank you for reading. If you liked it please comment or vote!!! PS would you guys be interested in a playlist for Amnesia? Let me know :D )
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Amnesia (Calum Hood)
Fanfiction"Who would write a song about wanting to wake up with Amnesia? That's literally insane!" "Calum, that's your song..."
