Thanks to you

Trying is harder than saying it

I lack motivation.... But I've decide, I'll make this into a short story, I was hoping I would make it last long but I can't get myself to do it. DX 
SORRY! I had this chapter here for a while, I've been slowly fixing it up for a while but I wasn't sure. I owe you guys...

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I don't usually understand human socialization, most of the time I have to fear it to live. When people try to understand me, I have to confuse them, like plagues in plague inc. I have to keep evolving to make sure they can't cure me, or in this case, understand my me. This goes the same for Dev at this moment.

We were walking back home, in complete awkward silence. He was here forcefully, because of me. I didn't know what to do, he probably hated me more, because I was the reason he lost everything. I felt a frown tug at the tip of my lip. I shake it off and try acting ok.

He saw his house and began to walk away from me, nothing in response. "Bye, loser." He quietly said the last word, people are nothing but confusing. Mood swing here, mood swing there. Making me want to rip out my own hair! I looked around me, checking if there was anyone around me, nope I'm good. I walked the other way and began to walk to a small coffee shop. 

"Hey Ash, you here to help again today?" Wanda's voice welcomed. I nodded and began to walk out back. This was my favorite place, but sadly the preps loved this place too. I began to get changed and I put on my wig, blonde hair is for me, but why don't I ever bleach it? Cause I'm broke. 

"What can I do to help out?" I asked, they were in desprate need of help when I first came here, but then again I was in need of a buddy when they found me. They have been my family since then. when they found me, I wanted to help out but the saw that the annoying kids in school always picked on me, so now I where my wig. 

"Ash, can you take the register?" I nodded and walked towards it. I soon saw a group of kids come by, but they weren't our normal people. It was two girls, no one we have ever seen before. They both looked similar, but were completely different. One had really short hair brown and blond hair, spunky but it helped her look mature. The other girl had long brown hair, it helped her look adorable but attractive. They walked up to the counter, giving me a big smile, I noticed that the girl with short hair had bright hazel eyes that could see right through you, while the other girl had soft brown eyes that made you want to attacker in a big hug. 

"Hello, what would yuu like today?" I said kindly. 

The hazel eye girl said, " I would like a hot chocolate, large please? Oh and 3 chocolate chip cookies and a blubberry muffin!" She said excitedly. Did she just say blubberry?... I chuckled at her a bit and out it down, I looked over at the other girl and asked if she wanted anything, she shook her head and handed me her credit card.  

"Juliet! Don't be so rude! Try talking to her!," She looked over to me and smiled, "Sorry, sometimes my sister can be rude. We were just about to go visit family but she's mad that I'm eat before dinner. How are you? I'm Lillian but you can call me Lill." She smiled. 

"I'm good, how are you guys?" I slid their card and handed them back their card. These girls are sister, that's so cool. 

"I'm fabulous! I got a whole bunch of coffee this morning and I found out my cousin is actually home this time so I'm in a awesome mood!" She couldn't take off the beautiful smile on her face, it just made your day being around her. Her sister gave a small smile and finally let her guard down, "I'm also excited about seeing the family, being the baby twins gets you somewhere." 

"Wait you guys are twins?" The similarities in them finally clicked. 

They both nodded in sync, I enjoyed them too much. Wanda passed me a hot chocolate cup and the bag of the snacks. I handed them the food and Lill smiled like a baby who got candy. They thanked me and Lill ask me a odd question. 

"What's your number? I know it's weird to ask you this early in our friendship but I enjoy you too much to not have contact with you!" She gave me a smile and these pleading eyes. I couldn't help it, when someone does those eyes to me, I fall for them every time! I smiled and put my number into her phone and they continued on. They really know how to leave a impression on someone. 

The rest of the day went by faster than expected. Soon the clock hit 9 and we finally closed down for the night. I sighed in exaustion, sliding off the wig in relief. Wanda came by to me and handed me a bag of food and a cup of hot chocolate, it was going to be a cold night and she was my motherly figure. I sighed and I took them happily. I quickly walked out of the place and began to walk towards my house. I was afraid, that today was going to be another normal day, where I find my parents asleep, because they got drunk out their minds again. Or they did remember me and aren't as drunk and will beat me until I have to go hide at Wanda's again. This situation never works out. I pass by Dev's house, I wonder how things are going on for him? 

 -Dev's POV-

"Why don't you ever try to be nice to people!?" I was already irritated by my mother's voice echoing around me. My cousins came to visit, I was really glad to see them, they cause some chaos in the house, something we need but my mother goes on my case when I join them. I sigh, I look out the window and notice a certain girl outside. I take this as a sign that God is saving me from this hell. I make a motion to them to go outside, Lill notices and Juliet soon follows. I began to play my part on it. I've become a professional at acting, it's something you learn with my kind of parents. 

"Well mother, I'm not good and I've got to learn how to be nice to people by being around them. So I think I should go do that now, along with my beautiful cousins. I'll see you later!" I soon waved bye and walked out the door. I sighed and saw the twins talk to Ash. What... the... hell.  They acted like they've already met! I walked over to them, listening to what they were already talking about. 

"Oh hey Dev, this Li-" Ash started to say, I stopped her. "Yeah I know who they are, their my cousins. How do you know them?" I looked at her with curiousity. My cousins were always the best at telling people's character, so them being her friend, says a lot. I've always been attracted to Ash. Something I don't like to admit because people expect me to hate her, I mean she's different, in a good way. 

She began to stare at all of us in shock, but soon relaxed a bit but still kept her guard up. 

"We have the whole night ahead of us, what ever shall we do?!" Lillian's voice echoed. We had the night to ourselves, it's a scary. 

What can happen tonight?