Thanks to you

It is true

I don't know where to go. 

I looked around me and I couldn't recongize where I was. I fell to my knees as I soon realized I was completely lost. 

The trees surrounded me, mocking me. I ran into the wood, I felt like it was the only safe place to go to, where you can hide from other and yourself. 

I couldn't help but start to cry, because I managed to actually do something with my life and throw it away in a matter of days. 

I don't know what to do! I have never been in this situation. All I know what to do it is to just be a ghost. I don't know what to do if you like someone, or what to do with friends! 

I began to panic, I didn't know what to do. God, I don't know what to do. I'm on the verge of giving up, because all I do is screw up some more. I looked at my hands, they felt so unless. They couldn't do nice things for people, or help others in need. They held razors and only did harm to me. I couldn't help but cry harder, until I finally couldn't see. 

I needed someone with me for once. I didn't want to be alone. 

I didn't want to do this alone. 

The sentence alone echoed in my head, because it was like a stab in the chest, because this had finally become real. 

I heard footsteps coming closer to me, they were running towards me. 

"Ash! What the hell were you thinking? You're hurt! You can't just go and run, you could make your blee-" I cut him off.

"It's really ok. I'm getting over it if I'm running." I'm not going home tonight again. I can't do it, I'm afraid. That's all I can think of, how mad they are going to be. I can hear their taughting, the smell of the booze, the smoke in my face. I was scared of them, because I was still their DNA, I could become them. 

"You were bleeding, that's not ok!" He came closer to me, and walked in front of me. I couldn't bring my head up to face him. My body felt heavy from everything, I was tired. 

"Ash, look at me and answer my question," I barely managed to lift my head,"Do your parents abuse you?" Everything was dead silent. The world was listening to me, waiting for me to admit the truth.

I opened my mouth, hoping the words would come out, but nothing came out. I couldn't do it, I couldn't say it. 

"It's just a yes or no question Ash." He already guess it, he's waiting for me to admit it, because I haven't full admitted it myself. 

I tried so hard but nothing came out, I felt my tears fall down more and more by the second. "I...I..." 

This could destroy me, but it had to be said.

"Yes." 

He quickly hugged me. Everything in me shattered, because it is true. I began to sob uncontrollably, because everything pent up in me was finally out for him to see. I was finally vulnerable. What was I going to do now? 

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Author's Note- 

Ok so I kind of lied when i said sunday I would update... I was cleaning the hell out of my house! But I decided to end this chapter here because I wanted somewhat of a cliff hanger, but I think I failed. I don't know. What do you guys think? I'm just wondering. Please be nice!

Now! I must hide away! Cause I got to go to camp... 

PS, not going to update as often anymore cause school is going to be starting up and I got to prove some humans wrong and show that I'm a awesomeness. Am I awesome? Maybe, when i'm saving you guys from zombies or dragons, then I will be EPIC! 

Ok, I'm weird, sorry. Rant done. 

HAve funnnnnnnnnnn....

help.