Thanks to you

Endless nights

Imaging, one day you are being picked in your bully and having to deal with having no one, then the next day you are your bully's only friend and you managed to become friends with his cousins too and now are having a adventure together. I can't help but feel blessed, because I have people who want to be around me, I have hope. 

Lill begins to have a wild smile grow on her lips and she begins tp stips herself from her jacket and pulls out her phone. "Alright guys, tonights anthem is 'stop and stare' by OneRepublic." She begans the song and smiles, "Tonight is where we get to be free of every crap we got dealt."

I smiled, to be crazy one night, maybe I can do that. No fear tonight, no thinking, no worries, because I'm going to live. I quickly put down my bag and pulled my hair down from the ponytail I had it in, I stripped my jacket off and begin to skip around. Soon Lill joins, then Juliet lets her hair down and starts to act wild and crazy. The only reluctant one was Dev. I smile at him, why is he so scare? I would have expected him to be himself all the time. So I walk to him, I pull his hands out his jacket and begin to unzip it. He gives me a strange look and moves my hands away from him. 

"What the hell are you doing?" He is scared. 

"I'm doing what I've should have been doing, living. Now you can stay standing here and watch us be as insane as we really are or you can join us to be alive until the sun comes up? Do you Devin, want to live just tonight? Where nothing stops you but yourself?" I can't believe I'm saying these things. I can't believe I'm doing any of this. My heart wont stop beating and I can hear my brain yelling at me. But my own soul is going against everything. For once I feel like I can yell at the top of my lungs and be as crazy as I can be. What is this, where has it been in me? 

Where was it when I was being picked on?

When I was being beat by my parents? 

Where I had the chance to run away as far I could? 

He looks me with these scared eyes but they trust every word I say. "You better be right that I'm living tonight, especially with you." He quickly takes off his jacket and joins them. Wait, what did he say? That must of been my imagination. I shrug it off and begin to run. We start heading to town and we cant stop singing like idiots. We aren't drunk or high but we are so weird people walking down your street. We look around for a place to party at, we don't know but this adventure is more thrilling than we had thought, because now we were staring at the abandon libray. Lill looks at Juliet and they both give a look that only twins know. They begin to run and start climbing over the fence. I watch them in awe, but follow along. Maybe running away isn't such a bad idea after all. To live this everyday and not having to worry if my parents are going to beat me today? It sounds like nothing but relief. I soon struggle to climb but I felt strong hands help me. Their touch was so electrifying, I melt to their touch and soon began to sruggle to hang on. I realize what was happening and quickly shake myself out of the trance and turn around and see it's Dev. I smiled, I look into his eyes and I see something in them, but I don't know what it is. I pick myself up and with his help, I get over quickly. I sudddenly realize, what about the police? Oh crap... I should have thought about that!He soon gets over and I stop him for a moment, "Hey what if the police find us?" I sigh. I don't want this night to end. He looks at me and soon bends down to my level and gets close to me, "So what? We having too much fun to care, we have sneaky twins with us, they know what to do." I sigh. He's right. Then I realize, how close Dev is.

"Why are you this close?" I back up as much as I can but the fence stops me. He smirks. 

"Does it bother you?"  I smile, I can't stop smiling, because it doesn't. Maybe it's just the adreline but man, I just him to kiss me. "No, I don't mind at all." He moves closer and closer...