She's Not Afraid

"Im not good enough..."

Niall walked in the front door and as he shut it I saw Paul had driven off. I knew something was up, except I would never ask because it might make things worse.

"Im guessing Paul's not coming for a cupper?" Louis said sarcastically as he loudly packed away Paul's half made cup of tea.

"Well obviously! Don't you see that his not behind me or coming through the door! God Lou..." Niall said as he slumped into a dining chair and holding his head in his hands.

Lou's face was covered in absolute shock, so was mine. Niall has never spoken like that to anyone before!

"Woowwww, Niall! He was being sarcastic..." I said staring him down.

"Nikk, it's fine, I know what's going on, I know why his like that..." Louis said covering his mouth up as the words slipped out of his mouth.

"Lou!" Niall said sternly.

"You will find out tomorrow Nikk." Lou said as he kissed my forehead and ran up stairs.

Jeez his smart... he knew I would question him but not Niall. I heard him lock out bedroom door too. What an idiot....

"Nikk?" Niall said as he rested his forehead into my neck. I felt a slight tear hit my shoulder.

"Yes snowflake? What's wrong?" I said as I moved my fingers through his soft blonde hair.

"Why do you want to be with me? I'm not even good looking, I don't have anything a girl would 'want' and I'm not good enough..." I pulled his face to mine, his eyes blood shot red from crying.

"Niall! Why would you ask me that? Your imperfectly perfect, your different from the others. You can be yourself around me and you even forget that your famous! So that's good your not all about the fame! You bring out the best in me, I'm the happiest when I'm with you, your special and I'm glad to finally call you mine... Niall please don't make me go on. You will be here forever...." I said choking back my emotions.

"Nikk, your perfect you know that... your the princess I've been looking for, Lou used to talk about you all the time, everything he said sounded perfect and I guessed right. Your perfect! I even liked you before we meet... is that a little weird?" He said as his cheeks turned a Rosie red.

I forgot he was speaking to me, I zoned out, I became dizzy and the next thing I knew everything was black.

I heard Niall's faint angelic voice calling my name for response, I had no energy to answer him, that was the last thing I remember.

Niall's sweet words.

Niall's sweet face.

Niall.

The last thing I saw before everything blocked out.