She's Not Afraid

Studio days.

~Nikkita's POV~

"Niall come on!" I pulled his hand as he tried to stand his ground, I knew he had no chance because either way he would follow me or Paul would come and get him.

Niall had a meeting with Paul and he didn't want to go to, but this was the first meeting I was allowed in. I was thinking it was going to be something all secretive that I'm never allowed to know about so I was looking forward to it.

"Nikk, calm down! It's nothing secretive at all!" He replied.

Well that lowered my happiness.

I slowly made my way to the car as Niall slide across the front of the car to let me in the passenger seat. I watched as he clumsily tripped into the drivers seat.

"We will be there in a jiffy!" He spoke.

"Did you seriously say jiffy? Why do I like you again?" I joked

"Well I've been asking you that for awhile now... pretty sure you didn't say like last night..."

"Oh shut up!" I nudged him slightly.

"Say it, please I dare you." He whispered into my ear as the car pulled out of our street.

"I l-l-l-l-l like you.... I'm joking babe. I love you." I kissed his cheek.

"Your teasing me again, babe you know that's my weakness. I knew I shouldn't have told you." He said while placing his hand rubbing on my thigh.

He treated me like I was his princess, told me his weakness just so I'd use it against him. Even better he acts like he doesn't mean for it to be that way, to bad it's obvious.

After 10 minutes of playing some Ed Sheeran we finally arrived at the studio. I still had no clue to what we were meeting about but it apparently had something to do with me.

As we walked through the offices to the function room, Paul walked out wanting to talk to Niall for 5 minutes.

I waited patiently then Niall walked out calling for me to come in.

"Hello Nikkita." Paul said.

"Hey Paul!" I spoke cheerfully.

Niall sat next to me, not touching me, not looking at me nothing. All I could see was the back of his beautiful head.

"Ok so Nikkita we would like for you to do us a big favour. After you and Niall went on your little stroll through the park the fans went crazy. They gave you a ship name, you were in the top 10 trends. The newspapers ha you two in it as well saying there was a spark between you two. It really got a lot of publicity for the boys. Fans saying that you had you first "date" at Starbucks."

"Paul what are you wanting me to do?" I cut in.

"Will you be Niall's fake girlfriend?" He asked.

Fake girlfriend?

Fake!?

What.

"What do you mean fake..."

"Doesn't it say much for it's self?" He wondered.

"Well yeah but why fake? I'm his real girlfriend?" Paul stared at me, raising one eyebrow.

"Niall?" Paul wondered.

I couldn't stand this. He hadn't even told his management about us. I was beginning to think if we were even a real couple in the first place.

"NIKK WAIT!" I heard Niall trying to run after me. I couldn't even look at him right now.

I herd his foot steps speed up after me. I couldn't even see where I was running anymore, tears were making my mascara run. I've never felt so hurt before.

I slowly stopped thinking I had finally gotten away from him when the next thing I felt his strong arms warp around mine. He lowered his touch to my waist pulling me closer into him.

"Why didn't you tell him I'm your real girlfriend Niall?" I pushed my body out of his grip facing him.

"Nikk you don't understand, I tried he wouldn't believe me or let me finish his sentances. Nikk please." He searched my eyes.

"Tell him I'll do it. Now bye." I was pulled back to his face.

"Where are you going?" He sounded desperate to keep me with him.

"Home! Don't come by either!" I harshly stated.

"Nikk please don't do this, not to use, our relationship." He was on the edge.

"Well I'm pretty sure I'm just another fake girlfriend to add to your collection. You said you loved me! You made me feel loved. Now this? I thank you for breaking my heart. I'm going now." As I turned my head I heard his slight sob. I saw his eyes fill with water and tears started to stream down his face.

I thought he was different, I really felt inlove with him. After this, I'm not sure what to believe anymore